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Last
update 21.06.2007
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THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANX
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How
can I ever thank those people,
not only for what they did
for me on my going away party
but for this wonderful day
they gave me. It was just
an unbelievable, the things
they did in such short notice.
It was amazing the whole
thing was amazing. I can't
explain the joy I felt. They
made feel so proud of the
friendship we all have. A
true family. I will miss
the good days we had together.
I will miss all the laughs
we had, all the busy days,
all the slow days. All the
days there were excellent.
Really I am not lying.
They were all soooooooooooo sweet to me. I have a lot to be thankful for. The
past two years of my life were the best ever. Great working days . sometimes
I didn't even want to go home coz I felt like I was already there.
You know what they did for me? Let me tell you:
1. not only did they plan a party they didn't even tell what they were planning.
2. they got me the best flower bouquet I mean the biggest I have ever seen.
3. they got me my favorite cake with Razangraphics logo on it. Imagine my happiness.
4. they had a small diary in a shape of a purse coz they know how much I love
purses, not only that they all wrote some thing in it for me. The best idea ever
for the perfect gift.
5. they bought me a very very expensive watch that looks sooooo beautiful.
6. they got me like alooooooot of food and alooooot of amazing sweets. Just sooooo
delicious.
7. they even got me redbull and for the others to enjoy. How amazing was that.
I was just amazed at what they did for me. I felt loved. True love from every
one even the tea boy was so sweet to me, he was trying to close the meeting room
so I wouldn't get a glimpse of what was going inside there.
Here is a THAAAAAANX to the most wonderful people in the world:
• Thanx to my dear I mean dearest friend Hamada A. for being sooooooo extra
nice to me the past few years , and for this wonderful party planning it was
amaaaaazing…can never thank you enough…never!!
• Thanx to May for being so creative, and so sweet. Even though our friend
ship was short it feels like I have known you for ever.
• Thanx to khalifa for helping even though you have to study. Thanx for
being my brother.
• And of course thanx to everyone for this wonderful feeling you gave me…
thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanx y'aaallllllll. I
love you all so very much. |
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Last
update 10.06.2007
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11:31 pm
What?
Why? And who? |
Why are choices so hard to make?
Why do we always get too confused
when we have to make a decision?
I understand that some choices can
be live changing but the true question
would be do we really know what's
good for us? People always say follow
your heart and see what it tells
you… but does it really tell
us what is good for us? Or do our
emotions control our choices? Who
really knows?
Having to make a hard choice could
be very time consuming, I can't
seem to make my decision on what
to choose , although I have made
up my mind I still feel like I'm
confused , but I know that what
I am doing is the right thing for
me? Is it really what I want?
Technically it is the right choice
, according to my situation it would
the best opportunity ( you can say
a one time life opportunity…
but still something seems to feel
off… is it the complete idea
of change? Or is it the fear of
something new? Or even the fear
of failure or regret? It could be
a combination of the above…truly
sometimes I would rather have someone
make the decision for me…
What if I make the wrong decision,
will I regret it deeply either way
- I mean. You know what I think..
I think people should give you two
chances not one, so incase you make
the wrong decision you can still
go back to the other decision.
But like they say you can only get
the opportunity once…my idea
is to change this concept and make
you only get a chance a hundred
times more :P
Imagine if we can change something
for ever … wouldn't that be
the best thing ever?
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Last
update 02.06.2007 and 06.06.2007
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05:43 pm
Experiences...
its always nice to experience... |
I
am suffering from designers block
just like writer's block (as if).
No seriously I can't seem to design
anything. Could it be because I
had such a great time in London
that I can't believe that am back?
I just can't explain how much fun
I had. The weather, the food, the
shopping, the walking, the rain,
the cold breeze, its just the hole
experience of traveling.
See when I travel anywhere I always
dream about living abroad. It is
just an exciting thing to dream
about. My only true dream is to
have the experience of living in
London for at least a year. Its
because of the wonderful things
I saw there for example: the women
I saw dragging luggage everyday,
so I asked someone "it seems
like a lot of women who are traveling
seem to go grocery shopping first
?" so the women who answered
me said:" no see we buy groceries
which seem to be heavy, and we enjoy
to walk back home so we drag our
groceries in a dragging bag"
isn't that just amazing , we can't
even carry our groceries to our
car!
Or even how everyone carries an
umbrella even if it was a sunny
day!
Let me tell you about my trip, see
when I first got there it was unbelievably
cold not to forget the rain. I didn't
pack a jacket or a scarf or even
a sweater, thanks to some people
who told me that it was sunny. So
anyways I ended up shopping for
something warm to wear, where all
the shops where selling the summer
collection which was a disaster
for me because I have so many jacket
back home. Imagine my frustration.
So anyways I bought a lovely jacket
and 3 pares of stockings, which
I wore under all my clothes, but
then I had to deal with my fear
of the cold weather and didn't wear
the stocking for one very important
reason which was I couldn't try
on the shoes I was intending to
buy coz my finger where covered
with the stockings :P. so for the
sake of shoes I had to deal with
the cold weather and never wore
them again. I loved it… I
truly did…
I had to ride the underground subway;
it was very nice I really enjoyed
it. Girls there are really very
colorful. I loved there sense of
fashion, even if thing didn't match
some how it was matching. I was
so intimidated by there style.
*
four days after I wrote this…
my designers block has disappeared
… cool huh! I guess I just
had to talk about it – to
solve it … I am sure now that
I am ready for change…
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