You know before when ever anything terrible happens to me I used always think that the best way to deal with it to crawl around my self as if I am back in my mothers wound, but now its exactly the opposite, I am so different now its like I want to show them that I am better than that, and I will teach them a lesson.

See life teaches you things you can never learn in school, no matter what you parents say you will always have your experiences, so look out life will slap you right in the face, so my advise to you is to slap it right back, don't let anything get you down always look forward, ok its true that once you get slapped its hard to get on your feet again, but look no one has ever been let down as much as I have. I have been let down so many times (if I had a nickel for every time I was let down I would have been richer than Bill Gates) but some times life can give a hint that its all going to work out, its not always bad when it want to be it will be.

See you have to look at the bright side of life, you can experience success and you can experience failure, but with our failure there will be no success.

See I went through hell this weekend, stupid silly mistake of mine so stupid I would like to shoot my self in the head. Can you believe I signed a document with out reading it think to my self I trust this person, I can't blame him I can only blame my self. So this was a lesson to me, that’s why I mean not beating my self about it. Coz with out tuff lessons you will never learn( I know you probably think what a dumb a$$) but what can I do I am still trusting people, see the first impression I get of a person is trust I trust people coz I think to myself why would this person lie to me he or she don't even know me. And then I learn the hard truth. Life suck… so does people!