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last update:Tuesday, April 22, 2008
at: 4:55 PM
Vicks is the MAGIC medicine

 


This is to those who don’t know the benefits of vicks VapoRub ointment:

It is really really the best thing I have ever used, whether it was a cold or pain in a joint or anything, imagine the other day I had this weird feeling of discomfort in my face, yes in my face I thought maybe the ac was facing me , then I thought it could be a wisdom tooth and a lot of other thought that crossed my mind I even thought maybe I had an infection in my facial bone (lol I know I am psycho) so anyways I had a very bad cold or flu I am not sure :P so anyways I used it for my cough and cold.
Then when my face was disturbing me I thought you know what !!! let me rub some vicks on it… and lol!! It actually worked… now that’s what I call magic :)


You can use Vicks for:


• On chest and throat, temporarily relieves cough due to common cold - so true
• On muscles and joints, temporarily relieves minor aches and pains - so true

last update:Tuesday, April 8, 2008
at: 5:11 PM
My latest Project :)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Last update 03.04.2008
at 03:05 pm
Betrayal of a husband

Imagine after two pure loving years, this couple fought for their love. The girl fought with her parents and threatened to kill herself for the sake of her love for this man. This man that was suppose to love her, protect her, save her from the world. After a long battle with her parents and all of her suicide attempts, they finally surrender to her needs and allowed her to marry this man.

All it took was a month … everything went down the hill… only one month and he sold her gold which he bought for her… one month and he sold all of her furniture which he bought with dept money. It took her like about 19 days after the date of marriage to find out that she is pregnant, from a man which she is finding out day by day that he is a liar. She was what we call it these days blind folded with love.

She was head of heels in love with this man, and day by day she finds out another lie or another betrayal from him.

She thinks to herself, “oh my god , I am pregnant from a liar, a man who was someone and turns out to be someone else”. What can a girl do in a situation like this, while being pregnant from him.

After 3 years of marriage and a baby boy, she can’t stand him, he can’t stand her. Every day she wishes that he would drop dead. So would he. Sad isn’t it!

Could real love change into hate? Is it possible that after all what they went through they would hate each other?

My answer… defiantly!!

Last update 01.04.2008
at 12:57 pm
I got pranked today!

Imagine what they did to me…..

I was in my boss’s office and we discussing something related to work, anyways… so they were facing some difficulties with a user’s machine where he couldn’t access some systems and they wanted to test whether I could on my machine , so anyways I allowed them , when I got back to my office I got this message where it says, YOUR MACHINE HAS BEEN HACKED … AND ALL YOUR DATA WILL BE LOST… IN THE PROCESS OF DELETING YOUR DATA… SAY GOOD BYE TO YOUR DATA… YOUR MACHINE HAS BEEN FORMATED NOW … so I run to the network admin running walla L and I tell him, he said see Razan how many times do I tell u not plug ur USB to the machine connected to the server… and he was sooooo mean that he told I will write an email forbidding u from using ur personal USBs at work…

So I was like oh my god I am getting fired today… I go back to my office … and I see this other note where it says… happy Aprils fool… this was an Aprils fool prank … so I started to run to the network administrator … I wanted to kill him …but of course I can’t… I was never ever pranked this good before…thumbs up to haris :P

 

Last update 12.03.2008
at 04:34 pm
An act of kindness provides you happiness.

A random act of kindness benefits everyone. Random acts of kindness show you respect and love others. 

An act of kindness next time you're driving? Yes! Give way, step off that pedal and let someone else go first. You'll feel good. Try tipping that poor soul and feel the warmth inside. I would say the giver is rewarded most. Meanness in spirit keeps you trapped in a world filled with worry and stress. Give and be freed!

Sometimes you can become so wrapped up in your own world and desire for success and happiness that you close yourself to others. Here's an important principle to improving your life:

If you want to receive focus on giving. Give more of yourself to others, love more and be kind. Care about the success of others and help them. By doing this you open yourself up to receive all that you desire to be happy.  

These principles are all to do with giving. Giving is all about showing your appreciation for someone. Take time to thank your friends, your teacher, your colleague for their time and their support. 

Show someone you care!

Last update 04.03.2008
at 12:08 pm
hello everyone!!

 

Ok so I guess everyone knows now that I am a messy person… whether in real life or even in my website… this is who I am … and I guess all you guys figured this out already… so I thought hmmmm what can I do to fix this problem…

I created a new link just for my portfolio for those who are looking for a design … and who want to get to the point… coz I , myself get lost in my own website … so what can I do … I barely have any free time to redo my whole website… so let me know what you think of it…

 

 

Last update 27.02.2008
at 12:16 pm
Hello every one...NEW BLOG!

Look ! I know what you guys are thinking… now she is a designer and she can make a new look for her website ? how bad is that? Or how there is no arabic translation oon my website or even how you guys can’t add comments right away to the journals, or even loOoOoOl how the poll question never changed ever since I created it … or even whats new section was never update for suck a long time…

I know all that… and I am sorry for all that… really I am… but I am trying to wrok on all these issues .. I , my self get lost in my own website , how about those who enter for the first time . lOoOol 3ala golathom bab al najjar me’7ala3… so for now lets try to get one thing at a time … I am trying to use a ready blog with all the options already there for me to use … so try it out … if I get a lot of reacation on it I will statrt using it …check it out …

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Last update 13.02.2008
at 12:09 pm

Congratulations ...to my self...

 
Last update 13.02.2008
at 12:09 pm

Congratulations ...to my self...



 
 
 

Last update 22.01.2008
at 10:44 pm

Soooo far... I hate 2008…

Al7amdallaha 3al kol 7al…but so far 2008 hasn’t been so friendly to me … ok I have had good news but my bad luck this time is so powerful its contagous lol…

i will give you a brief later...

Last update 22.01.2008
at 10:44 pm

Loloooooolooooooleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh

Alf alf alf mabroook ya Razan , walla al mal al7alal mayedee3, I found my mobile lololoooooleeeeeeeeeesh… alllf mabroooook… I found my mobile….hehehhehehehehe don’t ask me where coz if I told you where I found it, you would kill me …hehehhehe… I can be really reallllly lazy, if you understand what I mean…
bas al7adallah I found it… but lol… I didn’t switch it on yet coz the police might think I am the thief and they might put me in jail….lol just kidding, baaaas agaaaain allllllllllaaaaaaaaf mabrooook to me… hehehehhe walla u wouldn’t believe where I found it …
7a9ltooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

 

Last update 21.01.2008
at 05:20 pm

Something good... this week...

I got a gold medal... cool huh!!


Last update 20.01.2008
at 02:37 pm

I am in the (I HATE MYSELF) zone … so beware!

I am such a looser… seriously… I am… I never remember where I keep anything, I leave everything behind. I never look for something and find it …ya3nee I thought I would actually learn a lesson from my previous ordeal…. But nooooooooh Miss Razan never learns !!!! no freakin way …

I should always prove myself wrong…I just forgot my favorite mobile phone in the airport somewhere … and I ….oooof I just hate myself… LEAVE ME ALONE …

PS: Dear friends please call me so I can restore ur number in my mobile again…

Last update 13.01.2008
at 01:03 am
If you ever want to lose something just give it to me!

Man!!! Me and my bad luck , some people consider me to be careless that’s why I keep losing my things and others think I forget a lot . but the painful truth is this:” I really don’t know where does my mind go, or what’s occupying it most of the time?” to be honest I believe I am just carless… let me tell you what happened to me this time…

I ask my friend to drop me off to the airport , but I was a little shy to ask her to do so coz she had a car accident the day before, but she is a sweet girl so she offered me a ride… so anyways her front door on the passenger side was hit , which made it hard for me to get in so I ask our housekeeper to keep my laptop in the back seat. Anyways for the first time I got to the airport on time, when I got to the check in desk I realized I had some spare time on my hand… why not get me e-gate card (I always wanted to get one but I never had extra time coz I always arrive to the airport when they are calling on the last call…lol!!” I know… so anyways I go into the room , the lady took my picture and everything was going smoothly , so she said you must be lucky the machine usually slows down or freezes… so I told her : “ really!! Allah yester wesh be9eer feeny alyoum!!” walla that’s what I said . so anyways I am proud going through the e-gate passing everyone behind. FYI once you cross the gate there is no way out ! so when I got through …. I was like oooooooooooooooooooooh noooooooooooooooooooooooo where is my laptop??!!!! Ooooh my god I forgot it somewhere!!! But hey ! I don’t remember carrying it ???!! ooooooooooooooooh nooooooooooooo its in Amal’s car!!???

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I should kill myself, so I run to my gate and ask them how much do I still have before we have to get on the plane ? she was like you have only half an hour…

What was I to do??? Just I let it go? How was I gonna study????
Hmmmm so I called Amal and asked her nicely (not really) if she could plllllz pretty plz get my laptop… I was sooooo ashamed to do so coz she just arrived to her house… I swear I can hear my heart beating , so she was like ok I will get it… so I waited and waited… I was like my god what am I gona do if she gets here and I have to board the plane , she will kill me… anyways she makes it… I owe her alooooot…

Imagine they even called on my name coz I was making the plane late :p lol …3ady eash da3wa ma3ndhom 9abor :P

So I get on the plane , I didn’t even sit yet , and the pilot was like” we are very sorry to inform you this but Bahrain’s international airport is closed at the moment for some security reasons and the flight is being delay for further notice…. Ok whyyyyy did they call on my name if they new already that the airport was closed ??? like I needed more bad luck??

It turns out to be that Mr. George Bush was arriving to Bahrain , and ofcourse its ok to delay everyone else for his sake … offfff…

So when we landed I saw Air Force One with the secret service surrounding the plane …AS IF!!

Almohim my friend was suppose to pick me up from the airport , but she couldn’t make it coz there were too many cars, and we have a test at 6 and it was already 4, anyways I take a limo and head to my hotel… everything was ok then…. But oooof I wanted to kill her heheheheheh …women!!! We went to a restaurant and we were eating soooo quickly as if we hadn’t eaten for ages …lol!!

Want to know why women should drive here is a very good reason…

She took us to this very crowed street filled with traffic lights , which we took 3 red light and waited, then she realized that that was the wrong street…eaaaash 3ogbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa????? I started to panic…imagine after all this we get lost?? But nooo my friend wants to go to the same street she usually uses coz she is afraid of getting lost , so it was like start point which she only knows …
Anyways we get there on time… and we start our exam… thank god I we made there on time… and I actually did pretty good.

 

lol ...oooh look at me ... i am from thr secret service!!!

what u lookin at????

I think this plane needs a make over!! it looks too old , so why not?? is there not enough oil money to redo the "Air Force one" Aircraft???

Last update 11.01.2008
at 06:17 pm

This poem is about me... someone wrote this for me... isn't that sweet!!

I once said, it would be amazing if someone would write me a poem.

So I was like: "I am willing to let go of my mahar for the sake of a poem", so this sweet man, who had good intentions... wrote this about me...it was a nice thing of him to do, he was joking around and he was like is there an age range ... lol!! so I was like why?

he was like: i am afraid that i would write the poem and i am too old for u :P... dont misunterstand it... he is a poet and he just did me a favour... nothing more...

read it...


Last update 09.01.2008
at 03:07 pm

Wish you all the best in the coming Islamic year 1429 H.


Last update 02.01.2008
at 01:59 pm

I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'S GONE


 

اللهم اغفر لها... اللهم اغفر لها وارحمها..
وعافها واعف عنها..واكرم نزلها .. ووسع مدخلها..
واغسلها بالماء والثلج والبرد..
ونقها من الذنوب والخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الأبيض..
اللهم جازها بالحسنات إحسانا..
وبالسيئات عفواً وغفرانا..اللهم أنزل على قبرها الضياء والنور..
والفسحة والفرح والسرور..اللهم أنزل عليهم بردا وسلاما..
اللهم انقلها برحمتك من عتمة القبور..إلى نور وسعة الدور والقصور ومن ضيق اللحود الى جناتك جنات الخلود ..
في سدر مخضود..وطلح منضود.. وظل ممدود..وماء مسكوب..وفاكهة كثيرة..لا مقطوعة ولا ممنوعة..وفرش مرفوعة ..
اللهم اجعل قبرها روضة من رياض الجنة ..اللهم بيض وجهها..ويمّن كتابها..ويسر حسابها..وليّن ترابها..وطيب ثراها..وثبتهم على الصراط..
اللهم اجعل مرورها على الصراط كالبرق الخاطف.. اللهم اظلها تحت ظل عرشك..يوم لاظل إلاّ ظلك ولا باقٍ إلاّ وجهك..
ولا تحرمها النظر إلى وجهك الكريم..والشوق إلى لقائك..
اللهم احشرها تحت لواء نبيك محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم..واسقها من يده الشريفة الطاهرة.. شربة هنيئة مريئة..
لايظمئ بعدها أبدا..وبلغها شفاعة الحبيب المصطفى..
اللهم اجعل القرآن العظيم شفيعا لها في قبرها..وشاهدا لها في الآخرة..وحجة لها يارب العالمين..
اللهم اجعلها من السبعين ألفا الذين يدخلون الجنة بغير حساب..
اللهم اسكنها في الفردوس الأعلى من الجنة مع نبينا و حبيبنا محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم.. اللهم اسكنها في قصورها..واسقها من أنهارها.. وأطعمها من ثمارها.. اللهم اخرجها من ذنوبها كيوم ولدتهم أمهاتهم..واعتق رقابهم من النار..اللهم اقض عنها كل دين.. اللهم أبدله دارا أخير من دارها .. وصحبا خير من صحبه ..
واجمعنا به في الفردوس الأعلى من الجنة .. برحمتك يا أرحم الراحمين
 


اللهم آمين اللهم آمين

انا لله وانا اليه راجعون

 

Last update 01.01.2008
at 09:24 am

It’s a NEW YEAR EVERY ONE … I think!! :P

So! Days go by… hours fly like seconds…and we are still waiting… or at least I am still waiting…

Inshalla this year will be one of the best years for all of us. I aim this year to be married before the end of 2008. Lol!! I guess my clock is ticking. It’s not like I am engaged or anything, it’s just I guess I am ready …saaaame3!!! Hehehhehe… this is a metaphor for whoever is there for me!!

True I still have a lot of other things in mind, like travel more, open my own company, do some real volunteer work in Africa or Iraq… (it’s a dream of mine). Ya3nee I have a lot of ideas and stuff that I wish I can do but I know that if I didn’t do them now I would be able to do them when I am married.

Coz you know Arab men! (lol) don’t you just love’m!

So anyways what I am trying to say is that this is just like any other day… no biggy…

But to be honest I can say that last night was the best new years eve everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

So anyways I wish you all the warmest wishes for the coming year.  May God give you all you wish for and make it full of blessings for you and your families.

As usual Lets go through the things I learned this year:

• if you seem strong people will fear you
• letting things slide to the last minute is never a good thing – someone once told me- which was a very bad advice :P (leave it to the last minute and you will do it) loool!! Imagine!!
• You can say what you want whenever you want, but you must always be respectful.
• Stop trying to embellish things, just say what I think is the right thing to say.
• I realized that I am really annoying like my friend Amal said, I do love every baby I see, and I always stop to make conversation with the little ones.
• Your true friends are those who were your friend since childhood.

2008 must do list:
1. Get married :P
2. Make more time for studying
3. Really look into this - starting my own business
4. Exercise
5. Make more time for my mom
6. Put an eye on my brother
7. Stop drinking redbull
8. Write down the things I want, have to do, must remember, who to call, what to do next.
9. Learn how to drive better
10. Learn some math lol!
11. Know my right hand from my left hand without taking a minute to think (I sound like a blonde)
11. I don’t have a lot of things for this year, at least at the moment

This was my 2007 must do list, and I believe I have accomplished most of it
1. Exercise – hmmm not really
2.Continue my studies - yes done and still doing
3.Read more – kindaa
4.Complete my projects before I meet their deadlines - done
5.Remodel my bed room- can’t seem to make up my mind
6.Take good care of my health - somehow
7.Maybe go to a dentist - went waaa a’7eeraaaan
8.Do some volunteer work – nothing yet
10. Write down the things I want, have to do, must remember, who to call, what to do next. – done!

Last update: 25.12.2007
Nothing!!

Sorry but I have nothing to add!

Last update 11.12.2007
at
11:26 am
THE 9AR9OOR FROM HELL!!!

 

 

Heheheh this scene was when I threw all the shoes I could find on this 9ar9oor who tried to kill me.

 

Ya7aram what killed it was the Nike shoe, just like there slogan “just do it”… I tried all the pifpuff there was… and 9ar9oor refused to die it kept on moving and flying, it was soooooo disgusting. Imagine I had just gotten out of the shower and I was going to the outside kitchen , when I was attacked by the cockroach from hell .

 

So anyways I kept on calling on my sister to come and rescue me, or at least help me kill the beast! The more I sprayed him the more he got irritated – the scarier I got. I never thought I was a girly girl like this time I want to vomit from disgust walla…

 

 
 

Last update 11.12.2007
at
11:41 am

 

You know just that day I was thinking about my dad and how he always rescued us when a 9ar9oor would come. So anyways I was watching this movie The Tiger and the Snow it really touched my heart, it is an Italian movie with subtitles of course… but there is a scene where a bat flies into his daughters bed room and tells them not to yell or say ugly things about the bat, so when he start to direct the bat to the window and a good manner the bat flew out of the room , and the girls were amazed at their father…

to view the clip click here

I miss my father and his sweetness and kindness…ya7alelak yababa…

Last update 19.11.2007
at
0
9:41 am
MY LATEST PROJECT...SOOO PROUD...

This is my latest project, I had tickets done and posters and rollup banners... so freakin proud...

 

 
 
 

 

Last update 08.11.2007
at
01:35 am
THE MORNING DRIVE AND MY SISTER...

Oooooooooof…ooof ….ooof… I hate driving, if you ask me what is the most thing I just started to hate is driving and cleaning (don’t ask!)… every morning I have this terrible race with time…oooof I hate that feeling… it is so crowded and busy and everybody wants to cut in front of you, when someone does it without asking first I want just press on the petrol and hit his car… I know you think I went mad right? Well driving in the morning is just hell on earth. Loooool not to forget my sister: P she has to talk , talk, talk ,talk! No matter how many times you tell her that you are not the mood to hear her today.

The other day I told her please R….n stop talking , then she did, then she said well can I talk now? Loool then I said no, then she was quite, then she said will you allow me to speak tomorrow? Imagine she is older than me … well I still love her probably as much as she talks…. Lool…I would like to rephrase, I mean I love her as much as she talks on the phone :P…sorry sis…

 

 
 
 


watch this video and see we are not the only ones who think this way!  

Last update 29.10.2007
at
09:05 am

I stand corrected!

There is a lot of controversy regarding the 9/11 incident, people say it’s done by Muslim terrorists and some say it was an inside job. To be honest with you, its kind of getting suspicious because we all know that the American government wants our oil, so it is true that it was an inside job. Well even if it was who’s to blame here? The American government or Bin Laden for this matter? The American government for not being able to prevent this from happening or Bin Laden for claiming he did it??

See the problem here is this: its either Bin Laden really did it and the American government is right, or he actually didn’t do it but was covering for the American government for his own sake!! Even if he didn’t do it but claims to have done it, is it completely not right to do such a thing, why not just betray the bastards and say the truth and let the American people judge for themselves who the real terrorist is!

Anyways what I’m trying to say is whether it was a conspiracy from the beginning, or even if it was planned since the Clinton’s presidency as everyone knows the Monica Lewinski ordeal, the American people felt betrayed by their president and focused only on this affair, and neglected all the other issues relating the hunt of Bin Laden!

See I want to get you to understand my point of view I am not against Bin Laden or anyone for this matter, all I am saying is: “if Bin Laden really didn’t do it and this whole thing was a conspiracy from the beginning, why should we accept that the American people and the American government to call us terrorists?
I believe just like millions of people the fact that they are after the oil, but it is a complete catastrophe if people were dying for this reason.

People are calling us (the Muslim society) terrorists! Just because we have “The Jihad” mentioned in our holy Quran, thus doesn’t mean that we condemn the death of all these innocent people. The truth behind this matter is that we should not keep our mouths shut, just because we are Muslims we are better than them.

I can’t help but wonder, is it true! that all this planning and plot for invading Iraq was really thought through even before he was in the white house, if so this means that the hole American election for the presidency is a fraud. Because there are some theories that say that this whole 9/11 was planned since the 1998, while the president was busy with his affair the white house intern. And the Bush administration is trying to blame the lack of intelligence of the American government and their Incompetence. Or was the Multiple Intelligence Warnings Converged on 11 th September really ignored for the sake of the gulf’s oil, and to be able to invade the Gulf without really calling it an invasion , but to put the title “ the war against terror “. WHAT!! What terror? the terror you are causing for our children or the terror you causing for our women? or the terror you are causing to our men who are studying in your country just because they are Muslim. Who is the terrorist really?

Let’s get one thing straight, we probably will never know really who was behind the 9/11, just like nobody knows who killed Kennedy. But is a known fact that every once in a while the Americans must go to war whether the war was to protect the American people or to protect some higher governmental assists.

To get one thing clear I am not a raicest , I am just saying to the American people that just like how you consider us terrorists we also consider you not only terrorists but plotters, thieves , murderers and a lot a lot more. At least our fault is obvious if we think someone deserves to die we say it or even do it. Not like you we blame it on someone else for the sake of money or oil. We don’t claim that we are humanitarians while really aren’t.

Please don’t get me wrong, maybe I don’t really understand in politics or even I don’t have all the right facts but this is my point of view. We shall raise our heads high no matter what they call us …

I know that this probably should be the first article after Eid, but anyways I wasn’t feeling so good after Eid I had the flu, which made me feel terrible. I had to go back to work , but I couldn’t make it. So I ended staying at home.

In case of spelling mistake to grammar errors , excuse me while I hate to reread and hate to double check …heheh I am too lazy!