last update:Tuesday, April 22, 2008
at: 4:55 PM Vicks is the MAGIC medicine
This is to those who don’t know the benefits of vicks VapoRub ointment:
It is really really the best thing I have ever used, whether it was a cold or pain in a joint or anything, imagine the other day I had this weird feeling of discomfort in my face, yes in my face I thought maybe the ac was facing me , then I thought it could be a wisdom tooth and a lot of other thought that crossed my mind I even thought maybe I had an infection in my facial bone (lol I know I am psycho) so anyways I had a very bad cold or flu I am not sure :P so anyways I used it for my cough and cold.
Then when my face was disturbing me I thought you know what !!! let me rub some vicks on it… and lol!! It actually worked… now that’s what I call magic :)
You can use Vicks for:
• On chest and throat, temporarily relieves cough due to common cold - so true
• On muscles and joints, temporarily relieves minor aches and pains - so true
last update:Tuesday, April 8, 2008
at: 5:11 PM
My latest Project :)
Last update 03.04.2008
at 03:05 pm Betrayal of a husband
Imagine after two pure loving years, this couple fought for their love. The girl fought with her parents and threatened to kill herself for the sake of her love for this man. This man that was suppose to love her, protect her, save her from the world. After a long battle with her parents and all of her suicide attempts, they finally surrender to her needs and allowed her to marry this man.
All it took was a month … everything went down the hill… only one month and he sold her gold which he bought for her… one month and he sold all of her furniture which he bought with dept money. It took her like about 19 days after the date of marriage to find out that she is pregnant, from a man which she is finding out day by day that he is a liar. She was what we call it these days blind folded with love.
She was head of heels in love with this man, and day by day she finds out another lie or another betrayal from him.
She thinks to herself, “oh my god , I am pregnant from a liar, a man who was someone and turns out to be someone else”. What can a girl do in a situation like this, while being pregnant from him.
After 3 years of marriage and a baby boy, she can’t stand him, he can’t stand her. Every day she wishes that he would drop dead. So would he. Sad isn’t it!
Could real love change into hate? Is it possible that after all what they went through they would hate each other?
My answer… defiantly!!
Last update 01.04.2008
at 12:57 pm I got pranked today!
Imagine what they did to me…..
I was in my boss’s office and we discussing something related to work, anyways… so they were facing some difficulties with a user’s machine where he couldn’t access some systems and they wanted to test whether I could on my machine , so anyways I allowed them , when I got back to my office I got this message where it says, YOUR MACHINE HAS BEEN HACKED … AND ALL YOUR DATA WILL BE LOST… IN THE PROCESS OF DELETING YOUR DATA… SAY GOOD BYE TO YOUR DATA… YOUR MACHINE HAS BEEN FORMATED NOW … so I run to the network admin running walla L and I tell him, he said see Razan how many times do I tell u not plug ur USB to the machine connected to the server… and he was sooooo mean that he told I will write an email forbidding u from using ur personal USBs at work…
So I was like oh my god I am getting fired today… I go back to my office … and I see this other note where it says… happy Aprils fool… this was an Aprils fool prank … so I started to run to the network administrator … I wanted to kill him …but of course I can’t… I was never ever pranked this good before…thumbs up to haris :P
Last update 12.03.2008
at 04:34 pm An act of kindness provides you happiness.
A random act of kindness benefits everyone. Random acts of kindness show you respect and love others.
An act of kindness next time you're driving? Yes! Give way, step off that pedal and let someone else go first. You'll feel good. Try tipping that poor soul and feel the warmth inside. I would say the giver is rewarded most. Meanness in spirit keeps you trapped in a world filled with worry and stress. Give and be freed!
Sometimes you can become so wrapped up in your own world and desire for success and happiness that you close yourself to others. Here's an important principle to improving your life:
If you want to receive focus on giving. Give more of yourself to others, love more and be kind. Care about the success of others and help them. By doing this you open yourself up to receive all that you desire to be happy.
These principles are all to do with giving. Giving is all about showing your appreciation for someone. Take time to thank your friends, your teacher, your colleague for their time and their support.
Show someone you care!
Last update 04.03.2008
at 12:08 pm hello everyone!!
Ok so I guess everyone knows now that I am a messy person… whether in real life or even in my website… this is who I am … and I guess all you guys figured this out already… so I thought hmmmm what can I do to fix this problem…
I created a new link just for my portfolio for those who are looking for a design … and who want to get to the point… coz I , myself get lost in my own website … so what can I do … I barely have any free time to redo my whole website… so let me know what you think of it…
Last update 27.02.2008
at 12:16 pm Hello every one...NEW BLOG!
Look ! I know what you guys are thinking… now she is a designer and she can make a new look for her website ? how bad is that? Or how there is no arabic translation oon my website or even how you guys can’t add comments right away to the journals, or even loOoOoOl how the poll question never changed ever since I created it … or even whats new section was never update for suck a long time…
I know all that… and I am sorry for all that… really I am… but I am trying to wrok on all these issues .. I , my self get lost in my own website , how about those who enter for the first time . lOoOol 3ala golathom bab al najjar me’7ala3… so for now lets try to get one thing at a time … I am trying to use a ready blog with all the options already there for me to use … so try it out … if I get a lot of reacation on it I will statrt using it …check it out …
Last update 13.02.2008
at 12:09 pm Congratulations ...to my self...
Last update 13.02.2008
at 12:09 pm Congratulations ...to my self...
Last update 22.01.2008
at 10:44 pm Soooo far... I hate 2008…
Al7amdallaha 3al kol 7al…but so far 2008 hasn’t been so friendly to me … ok I have had good news but my bad luck this time is so powerful its contagous lol…
Alf alf alf mabroook ya Razan , walla al mal al7alal mayedee3, I found my mobile lololoooooleeeeeeeeeesh… alllf mabroooook… I found my mobile….hehehhehehehehe don’t ask me where coz if I told you where I found it, you would kill me …hehehhehe… I can be really reallllly lazy, if you understand what I mean…
bas al7adallah I found it… but lol… I didn’t switch it on yet coz the police might think I am the thief and they might put me in jail….lol just kidding, baaaas agaaaain allllllllllaaaaaaaaf mabrooook to me… hehehehhe walla u wouldn’t believe where I found it …
Last update 21.01.2008
at 05:20 pm
Something good... this week...
I got a gold medal... cool huh!!
Last update 20.01.2008
at 02:37 pm
I am in the (I HATE MYSELF) zone … so beware!
I am such a looser… seriously… I am… I never remember where I keep anything, I leave everything behind. I never look for something and find it …ya3nee I thought I would actually learn a lesson from my previous ordeal…. But nooooooooh Miss Razan never learns !!!! no freakin way …
I should always prove myself wrong…I just forgot my favorite mobile phone in the airport somewhere … and I ….oooof I just hate myself… LEAVE ME ALONE …
PS: Dear friends please call me so I can restore ur number in my mobile again…
Last update 13.01.2008
at 01:03 am If you ever want to lose something just give it to me!
Man!!! Me and my bad luck , some people consider me to be careless that’s why I keep losing my things and others think I forget a lot . but the painful truth is this:” I really don’t know where does my mind go, or what’s occupying it most of the time?” to be honest I believe I am just carless… let me tell you what happened to me this time…
I ask my friend to drop me off to the airport , but I was a little shy to ask her to do so coz she had a car accident the day before, but she is a sweet girl so she offered me a ride… so anyways her front door on the passenger side was hit , which made it hard for me to get in so I ask our housekeeper to keep my laptop in the back seat. Anyways for the first time I got to the airport on time, when I got to the check in desk I realized I had some spare time on my hand… why not get me e-gate card (I always wanted to get one but I never had extra time coz I always arrive to the airport when they are calling on the last call…lol!!” I know… so anyways I go into the room , the lady took my picture and everything was going smoothly , so she said you must be lucky the machine usually slows down or freezes… so I told her : “ really!! Allah yester wesh be9eer feeny alyoum!!” walla that’s what I said . so anyways I am proud going through the e-gate passing everyone behind. FYI once you cross the gate there is no way out ! so when I got through …. I was like oooooooooooooooooooooh noooooooooooooooooooooooo where is my laptop??!!!! Ooooh my god I forgot it somewhere!!! But hey ! I don’t remember carrying it ???!! ooooooooooooooooh nooooooooooooo its in Amal’s car!!???
Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan I should kill myself, so I run to my gate and ask them how much do I still have before we have to get on the plane ? she was like you have only half an hour…
What was I to do??? Just I let it go? How was I gonna study????
Hmmmm so I called Amal and asked her nicely (not really) if she could plllllz pretty plz get my laptop… I was sooooo ashamed to do so coz she just arrived to her house… I swear I can hear my heart beating , so she was like ok I will get it… so I waited and waited… I was like my god what am I gona do if she gets here and I have to board the plane , she will kill me… anyways she makes it… I owe her alooooot…
Imagine they even called on my name coz I was making the plane late :p lol …3ady eash da3wa ma3ndhom 9abor :P
So I get on the plane , I didn’t even sit yet , and the pilot was like” we are very sorry to inform you this but Bahrain’s international airport is closed at the moment for some security reasons and the flight is being delay for further notice…. Ok whyyyyy did they call on my name if they new already that the airport was closed ??? like I needed more bad luck??
It turns out to be that Mr. George Bush was arriving to Bahrain , and ofcourse its ok to delay everyone else for his sake … offfff…
So when we landed I saw Air Force One with the secret service surrounding the plane …AS IF!!
Almohim my friend was suppose to pick me up from the airport , but she couldn’t make it coz there were too many cars, and we have a test at 6 and it was already 4, anyways I take a limo and head to my hotel… everything was ok then…. But oooof I wanted to kill her heheheheheh …women!!! We went to a restaurant and we were eating soooo quickly as if we hadn’t eaten for ages …lol!!
Want to know why women should drive here is a very good reason…
She took us to this very crowed street filled with traffic lights , which we took 3 red light and waited, then she realized that that was the wrong street…eaaaash 3ogbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa????? I started to panic…imagine after all this we get lost?? But nooo my friend wants to go to the same street she usually uses coz she is afraid of getting lost , so it was like start point which she only knows …
Anyways we get there on time… and we start our exam… thank god I we made there on time… and I actually did pretty good.
lol ...oooh look at me ... i am from thr secret service!!!
what u lookin at????
I think this plane needs a make over!! it looks too old , so why not?? is there not enough oil money to redo the "Air Force one" Aircraft???
Last update 11.01.2008
at 06:17 pm
This poem is about me... someone wrote this for me... isn't that sweet!!
I once said, it would be amazing if someone would write me a poem.
So I was like: "I am willing to let go of my mahar for the sake of a poem", so this sweet man, who had good intentions... wrote this about me...it was a nice thing of him to do, he was joking around and he was like is there an age range ... lol!! so I was like why?
he was like: i am afraid that i would write the poem and i am too old for u :P... dont misunterstand it... he is a poet and he just did me a favour... nothing more...
Last update 09.01.2008
at 03:07 pm
Wish you all the best in the coming Islamic year 1429 H.
Last update 02.01.2008
at 01:59 pm
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'S GONE
اللهم اغفر لها... اللهم اغفر لها
وعافها واعف عنها..واكرم
نزلها .. ووسع مدخلها..
واغسلها بالماء والثلج والبرد..
ونقها من الذنوب
والخطايا كما ينقى الثوب الأبيض..
اللهم جازها بالحسنات إحسانا..
عفواً وغفرانا..اللهم أنزل على
قبرها الضياء والنور..
والسرور..اللهم أنزل عليهم بردا
اللهم انقلها برحمتك من عتمة
القبور..إلى نور وسعة الدور
والقصور ومن ضيق اللحود الى جناتك
سدر مخضود..وطلح منضود.. وظل
كثيرة..لا مقطوعة ولا
اللهم اجعل قبرها روضة من رياض
الجنة ..اللهم بيض
اللهم اجعل مرورها على الصراط
كالبرق الخاطف.. اللهم اظلها تحت
عرشك..يوم لاظل إلاّ ظلك ولا باقٍ
ولا تحرمها النظر إلى وجهك
الكريم..والشوق إلى لقائك..
اللهم احشرها تحت لواء نبيك محمد
صلى الله عليه
وسلم..واسقها من يده الشريفة
الطاهرة.. شربة هنيئة مريئة..
أبدا..وبلغها شفاعة الحبيب
اللهم اجعل القرآن العظيم شفيعا
قبرها..وشاهدا لها في
الآخرة..وحجة لها يارب العالمين..
اللهم اجعلها من السبعين
ألفا الذين يدخلون الجنة بغير
اللهم اسكنها في الفردوس الأعلى
مع نبينا و حبيبنا محمد صلى الله
عليه وسلم.. اللهم اسكنها في
أنهارها.. وأطعمها من ثمارها..
اللهم اخرجها من ذنوبها كيوم
رقابهم من النار..اللهم اقض عنها
كل دين.. اللهم أبدله دارا أخير
من دارها .. وصحبا
خير من صحبه
واجمعنا به في الفردوس الأعلى من
الجنة .. برحمتك يا أرحم
اللهم آمين اللهم آمين
انا لله وانا اليه
Last update 01.01.2008
at 09:24 am
It’s a NEW YEAR EVERY ONE … I think!! :P
So! Days go by… hours fly like seconds…and we are still waiting… or at least I am still waiting…
Inshalla this year will be one of the best years for all of us. I aim this year to be married before the end of 2008. Lol!! I guess my clock is ticking. It’s not like I am engaged or anything, it’s just I guess I am ready …saaaame3!!! Hehehhehe… this is a metaphor for whoever is there for me!!
True I still have a lot of other things in mind, like travel more, open my own company, do some real volunteer work in Africa or Iraq… (it’s a dream of mine). Ya3nee I have a lot of ideas and stuff that I wish I can do but I know that if I didn’t do them now I would be able to do them when I am married.
Coz you know Arab men! (lol) don’t you just love’m!
So anyways what I am trying to say is that this is just like any other day… no biggy…
But to be honest I can say that last night was the best new years eve everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
So anyways I wish you all the warmest wishes for the coming year. May God give you all you wish for and make it full of blessings for you and your families.
As usual Lets go through the things I learned this year:
• if you seem strong people will fear you
• letting things slide to the last minute is never a good thing – someone once told me- which was a very bad advice :P (leave it to the last minute and you will do it) loool!! Imagine!!
• You can say what you want whenever you want, but you must always be respectful.
• Stop trying to embellish things, just say what I think is the right thing to say.
• I realized that I am really annoying like my friend Amal said, I do love every baby I see, and I always stop to make conversation with the little ones.
• Your true friends are those who were your friend since childhood.
2008 must do list: 1. Get married :P
2. Make more time for studying
3. Really look into this - starting my own business
5. Make more time for my mom
6. Put an eye on my brother
7. Stop drinking redbull
8. Write down the things I want, have to do, must remember, who to call, what to do next.
9. Learn how to drive better
10. Learn some math lol!
11. Know my right hand from my left hand without taking a minute to think (I sound like a blonde)
11. I don’t have a lot of things for this year, at least at the moment
This was my 2007 must do list, and I believe I have accomplished most of it 1. Exercise – hmmm not really
2.Continue my studies - yes done and still doing
3.Read more – kindaa
4.Complete my projects before I meet their deadlines - done
5.Remodel my bed room- can’t seem to make up my mind
6.Take good care of my health - somehow
7.Maybe go to a dentist - went waaa a’7eeraaaan
8.Do some volunteer work – nothing yet
10. Write down the things I want, have to do, must remember, who to call, what to do next. – done!
Last update: 25.12.2007 Nothing!!
Sorry but I have nothing to add!
Last update 11.12.2007
at11:26 am THE 9AR9OOR FROM HELL!!!
Heheheh this scene was when I threw all the shoes I could find on this 9ar9oor who tried to kill me.
Ya7aram what killed it was the Nike shoe, just like there slogan “just do it”… I tried all the pifpuff there was… and 9ar9oor refused to die it kept on moving and flying, it was soooooo disgusting. Imagine I had just gotten out of the shower and I was going to the outside kitchen , when I was attacked by the cockroach from hell .
So anyways I kept on calling on my sister to come and rescue me, or at least help me kill the beast! The more I sprayed him the more he got irritated – the scarier I got. I never thought I was a girly girl like this time I want to vomit from disgust walla…
Last update 11.12.2007
You know just that day I was thinking about my dad and how he always rescued us when a 9ar9oor would come. So anyways I was watching this movie The Tiger and the Snow it really touched my heart, it is an Italian movie with subtitles of course… but there is a scene where a bat flies into his daughters bed room and tells them not to yell or say ugly things about the bat, so when he start to direct the bat to the window and a good manner the bat flew out of the room , and the girls were amazed at their father…
I miss my father and his sweetness and kindness…ya7alelak yababa…
MY LATEST PROJECT...SOOO PROUD...
is my latest
project, I had
and posters and
so freakin proud...
THE MORNING DRIVE AND MY SISTER...
Oooooooooof…ooof ….ooof… I
hate driving, if you ask me what
is the most thing I just started
to hate is driving and cleaning (don’t
ask!)… every morning I have
this terrible race with time…oooof
I hate that feeling… it is
so crowded and busy and everybody
wants to cut in front of you, when
someone does it without asking first
I want just press on the petrol and
hit his car… I know you
think I went mad right? Well driving
in the morning is just hell on
earth. Loooool not to forget my
sister: P she has to talk , talk,
talk ,talk! No matter how many
times you tell her that you are
not the mood to hear her today.
The other day I told her please
R….n stop talking , then she
did, then she said well can I talk
now? Loool then I said no, then she
was quite, then she said will you
allow me to speak tomorrow? Imagine
she is older than me … well
I still love her probably as much
as she talks…. Lool…I
would like to rephrase, I mean I
love her as much as she talks on
the phone :P…sorry sis…
is a lot of controversy regarding
the 9/11 incident, people say it’s
done by Muslim terrorists and some
say it was an inside job. To be honest
with you, its kind of getting suspicious
because we all know that the American
government wants our oil, so it is
true that it was an inside job. Well
even if it was who’s to blame
here? The American government or
Bin Laden for this matter? The American
government for not being able to
prevent this from happening or Bin
Laden for claiming he did it??
See the problem here is this: its either Bin Laden really did it and the American
government is right, or he actually didn’t do it but was covering for
the American government for his own sake!! Even if he didn’t do it but
claims to have done it, is it completely not right to do such a thing, why
not just betray the bastards and say the truth and let the American people
judge for themselves who the real terrorist is!
Anyways what I’m trying to say is whether it was a conspiracy from the
beginning, or even if it was planned since the Clinton’s presidency as
everyone knows the Monica Lewinski ordeal, the American people felt betrayed
by their president and focused only on this affair, and neglected all the other
issues relating the hunt of Bin Laden!
See I want to get you to understand
my point of view I am not against
Bin Laden or anyone for this matter,
all I am saying is: “if Bin
Laden really didn’t do it and
this whole thing was a conspiracy
from the beginning, why should we
accept that the American people and
the American government to call us
I believe just like millions of people the fact that they are after the oil,
but it is a complete catastrophe if people were dying for this reason.
People are calling us (the Muslim
society) terrorists! Just because
we have “The Jihad” mentioned
in our holy Quran, thus doesn’t
mean that we condemn the death of
all these innocent people. The truth
behind this matter is that we should
not keep our mouths shut, just because
we are Muslims we are better than
can’t help but wonder,
is it true! that all this planning
and plot for invading Iraq was really
thought through even before he was
in the white house, if so this means
that the hole American election for
the presidency is a fraud. Because
there are some theories that say
that this whole 9/11 was planned
since the 1998, while the president
was busy with his affair the white
house intern. And the Bush administration
is trying to blame the lack of intelligence
of the American government and their
Incompetence. Or was the Multiple
Intelligence Warnings Converged on
11 th September really ignored
for the sake of the gulf’s
oil, and to be able to invade the
Gulf without really calling it an
invasion , but to put the title “ the
war against terror “. WHAT!!
What terror? the terror you are causing
for our children or the terror you
causing for our women? or the
terror you are causing to our men
who are studying in your country
just because they are Muslim. Who
is the terrorist really?
Let’s get one thing straight,
we probably will never know really
who was behind the 9/11, just like
nobody knows who killed Kennedy.
But is a known fact that every once
in a while the Americans must go
to war whether the war was to protect
the American people or to protect
some higher governmental assists.
To get one thing clear I am not
a raicest , I am just saying to the
American people that just like how
you consider us terrorists we also
consider you not only terrorists
but plotters, thieves , murderers
and a lot a lot more. At least our
fault is obvious if we think someone
deserves to die we say it or even
do it. Not like you we blame it on
someone else for the sake of money
or oil. We don’t claim that
we are humanitarians while really
don’t get me wrong,
maybe I don’t really understand
in politics or even I don’t
have all the right facts but this
is my point of view. We shall raise
our heads high no matter what they
call us …
I know that this probably should
be the first article after Eid, but
anyways I wasn’t feeling so
good after Eid I had the flu, which
made me feel terrible. I had to go
back to work , but I couldn’t
make it. So I ended staying at home.
case of spelling mistake to grammar
errors , excuse me while I hate to
reread and hate to double check …heheh
I am too lazy!
Reason to my
really had my brain on either
hibernation or I was logged off …lol!
Sorry for not replying to anyone’s email, or even update my site... or
meet the people I was suppose to meet… I was so sick I couldn’t
even remember what color the water was lol!!!
Ups and downs! mood swings...awful…
my latest car
is the Traffic
"we can't drive
like how we did before... Hell just
froze over... I guess we better not
drive :P "
last ... I hit another
car :( it was about time...
so my first day back I hit another
car no wonder everything went great
in Bahrain... there was something
missing ...loool and it just happened
when I got back.. But thank god not
a big a deal I just reversed on this
bus which was parked behind me… don’t
ask me how I didn’t see the
great big bus… I am a girl …ok!!!
first day went great
thanx for asking
was unbelievable … everything
went fine on my trip to Bahrain for
college of course.. I couldn’t
believe it.. I was on time for my
flight (thank god)… the flight
arrived on time… I didn’t
put my bag with the luggage I dragged
it… though it was heavy every
one helped me put in the luggage
cabin… I didn’t have
to do anything lucky me… so
anyways we arrive safely and it’s
time to rent a car… so again
(thank god) I find a driver with
a nice car Yukon 2007 cool huh!
anyways he takes us to the hotel..
I ask the hotel if they can book
me a room every two weeks, and
if they can give me a special
offer coz I will be going there
frequently, so not only do they
agree they actually upgrade me
cool!! So go to the room, and
prepare myself for tomorrow I
call the reception for a wakeup
call... next morning they wake
me and I sleep loool I missed
just kidding :p … ok!
I was late…who
isn’t … :p
I made it to the college …it was a strange
feeling… Sitting and listening
the teacher talking about the college
rules and regulations and the attendance
policies… and of course there
is always the geeky student who never
stops asking or always answering
before anyone even gets the chance
to raise their hand… boy was
that annoying … but anyways
I got lost trying to find the other
classes… that was annoying,
but fun in the same time…
there was no breaks between the
classes that was tiring …but the first
day was great al7amulla I was so
happy …finally I am going
to college… I am going to
be the person I always wanted to
at12:28 am yepppppppppy!!
Finally back to
At last one of my dreams is coming
true… the dream of going to
college is finally here. The first
day at college starts on Thursday
I start a new job alhamdalla and go to college, I guess now I have my life
on track just like I always wished. I have suffered so many times from discrimination
coz I didn’t go to college and now I can say “in ur faaaaaaaaaaaaaace” inshalla
my first day will go great, wish me luck. I haven’t really thought about
really studying but I mean it I want to get strait A.s always I want to be
the best student there is. I want to be successful I want to be the valedictorian
if there was one. I am so eager to learn… I want to be able to say “ no
I can’t go out with you , I have classes” …
will give u an update as soon I leave
class…lol! I always
wanted to say that :)
at 01:41am Happy
Kerika3ooooo every one!!!
this is how you muct eat it ...lol!!
lol!! too much candy ...
sultany had too much candy no time to clean his mouth or actually there is
no need to wipe his mouth...once you clean it, it just goes back to candy
all over his face...feedeetah
at 06:27 pm
at 04:00 pm LEEEEEELEEEEELLEEEESSSSSSSSSSHHHHHH!!
at 03:56 pm fedeeet
at 04:54 pm EMAILS
FROM MY FANS.....CoOoOOoOol more
than 50 so
give me time
to reply to
FROM MY FANS.....CoOoOOoOol more than
50 so give
me time to
lost my battle
when u need
See I always thought as long as
I take good care of my teeth I won’t
have to visit the dentist… well!!!
I guess I was wrong..
Well for those who didn’t
know, my birthday was on Wednesday
12/09/2007… I didn’t
get anything for m birthday except
for those amazing email I got … it
was the worst birthday ever…look
it wasn’t that bad.. but on
my birthday I had o finish a project
given to me from work + go to the
dentist + stay up until 2 on the
first night of Ramadan.
So anyways now I can’t stand
the pain anymore… its unbearable … I
guess I lost the battle with the
dentist and he won this time… inshalla
I will go to the dentist Tuesday
morning I have to have a root canal…imaaaaaaaagine
the worst thing in dentistry and
I have to do… the one thing
I fear the most after of course dying
in a plane crash or eaten by a bear
or a lion …
So please to those who had a root
canal done …plz comfort me
with ur emails….which only
means well…:P I mean only
say that it is not painful….pllllz…
Wish me all the luck or wish me
to be completely drugged during the
You can’t imagine the huuuuge
number of emails I received right
after Abu Nawaf’s group
forwarded my email… so proud of
joining this group. So many people
appreciated my work so many people
had some good/bad comments … but
I enjoyed all……THANX
to all viewers....this was a
great gift right before my birthday.
Than Abu Nawaf’s group for
this great opportunity…
11:19 am Self
kindness is the process of simply being
kind to yourself.
Self kindness is merely asking "what
is the kind thing to do?" rather
than the "right" thing,
the "perfect" thing or
even "what will others think?” Kindness
becomes the basis of your relationship
I believe that in a kind relationship,
anything is possible.
We often hear that much of our
dysfunction comes from our lack of
self esteem. Self esteem is defined
as confidence or self respect. People
who have "self esteem" yet
are not "self kind" often
have strict boundaries and struggle
with resistance in their relationships.
Self esteem without self kindness
can create the priority of being
right rather than simply being. Learning
to be kind to yourself goes beyond
self esteem and self value by enhancing
your relationship with yourself.
But there is anger that comes after
the kindness, which always leads
to regret. But Anger is a completely
normal, usually healthy, human emotion.
But when it gets out of control and
turns destructive, it can lead to
problems—problems at work,
in your personal relationships, and
in the overall quality of your life.
And it can make you feel as though
you're at the mercy of an unpredictable
and powerful emotion.
update 19.08.2007 at
02:09 pm Thank
God for where we are living.
we live in a country that provides
free Medicare for its people, and
we don’t seem to show gratitude
towards our governments. We should
be so thankful to be living in
such countries with such wonderful
was watching the movie "SiCKO,” Michael
Moore’s latest film, will
probably make you laugh. It
may make you cry. It is a
powerful and often humorous indictment
of our health insurance industry,
riddled with corruption and pitiless
abuse of the sick by rapacious,
profit-mad corporations. But
it is propaganda. In “SiCKO,” as
in all his films, Moore violates
the contract between reporter and
audience: to tell the truth. His
inaccuracies and lack of nuance
give his detractors a glaring target
to strike, making it easy for them
to dismiss his message.
get me wrong of course half of
us, when we get really sick we
would rather seek medical assistance
outside Qatar, if we can’t
afford to do so the government
will not only pay for it , it will
also give the patient and the member
who is accompanying him a daily
allowance. That is just generous,
not to forget we don’t pay
taxes (THANK GOD).
quality of health care in Qatar
is generally high and equal to
that in Western Europe and the
USA. Qatar now has a public health
service providing free or very
low cost health care for its nationals
and it’s important to note
that these services are also available
visiting Qatar should have travel
insurance that includes cover for
private medical treatment, but
they also have access to state
medical facilities in the case
of emergencies. How great is that
! where on the other hand back
in the United States the Lack of
health insurance causes roughly
18,000 unnecessary deaths every
year in the United States. Although
America leads the world in spending
on health care, it is the only
wealthy, industrialized nation
that does not ensure that all citizens
So anyways when my dad was ill
we first took him to Riyadh to seek
treatment there for his cancer before
sending him anywhere else. After
his check up and so medical procedures
it was time for radiation sessions,
so the doctors in Riyadh advised
us to go back to Qatar where Al Amal
Hospital is considered to be one
of the most prestigious cancer facilities
in the Middle East.
You want to know how much we paid
?!! As Saudis living in Qatar … we
paid nothing all what we had to do
is donate blood to the hospital… how
generous is that??Where will ever
find such generosity in foreign counties?
Thanks to: King Abdullah bin Abdul
Aziz Al Saud, and of course Hamad
Bin Khalifa Al-Thani, for everything
not to forget thanks to Al Amal
Hospital for being the home for
my father in the end of his life.
The World Health Organization's
ranking of the world's health systems:
3 San Marino
7 Spain 8 Oman
18 United Kingdom
25 Germany 26 Saudi Arabia 27 United Arab Emirates
36 Costa Rica
37 United States
41 New Zealand 42 Bahrain
43 Croatia 44 Qatar 45 Kuwait
48 Czech Republic
51 Dominican Republic
58 South Korea
67 Trinidad and Tobago
68 Saint Lucia
74 Saint Vincent and the Grenadines
76 Sri Lanka
80 Solomon Islands
86 Antigua and Barbuda
100 Saint Kitts and Nevis
107 Cook Islands
148 Papua New Guinea
167 North Korea
update 17.08.2007 at
12:56 pm Long
days…long afternoons… short
wake up every day at 6 o’clock
in the morning (of course using my
phone’s alarm) which I always
put on snooze until its almost too
late to get ready. Lol! Anyways sometime
I am not in the mood for driving
what so ever, of course I find it
difficult to ask my mother if the
driver can drop me off to work … coz
I never stopped nagging about getting
my license … imagine the irony … I
wanted to drive so badly . I thought
by driving all my problems and worries
would fade away. Now all I feel from
driving is problems and worries.coz
I always have a problem with parking
my car – I hate parking.
worries that I might scratch my
car or lasama7a allah kill someone…
See before I would say that when
I get my car I will be so happy and
I will go out whenever I want and
wherever. Now I hate going out coz
I have to drive lol! Funny huh!!
don’t get me wrong I love
what I am doing some days I drive
and some days I don’t.
back to my long days, I told I
started a new job which is going
great al7amd allah, but there is
the rush and anxiety … I
never had anxiety attacks before… but
I did here … my fear like
I told you guys before was that I
would regret changing my jobs. Which
inshalla I wont regret. Anyways as
I was saying my anxiety comes from
the fear or rejection or not being
the same loved successful person
I used to be.
Well until now, I feel like the
people around me are getting to know
me and getting to know how I am.
And hopefully will love me too.
anyways as I was saying …lol!!
The day can be so long so much work
that I swear to god I didn’t
even have time to check out the time,
with the new launching of the new
website, we have to be so focused
I started to leave work like at
4 pm or even 5.. And I go home
and work some more… plus I
have my personal projects which I
adore.. But sometime I don’t.
I will start soon – you
will know when its time.
anyways why do I have long afternoons
too… well my mother and
sister have traveled to Europe
and left me and my brother alone… well
I am not complaining..lol!!! I love
to spend time alone…the quietness
is what I love, of course not always.
But I can eat whatever I want drink
as much as redbulls as I want … no
one is there to tell you otherwise … and
the time i have left to sleep feels
sooo litltle..i don sleep in the
afternoon and i dont have enough
time to sleep at night...when will
i ever sleep like a normal person??
I have talked a lot… enough..
Last update 29.07.2007 at 12:56 pm sorry for the delays...
I had one of the most horrible weeks of my last week, thank god it’s over. Don’t ask me what it was; it was just awful plus terrible plus dreadful. I just can’t come to the level where I can explain to you how awful it was. I believed it was the end for me. Anyways it’s over now THANK GOD. It just always seems to me that it would be the end for me. I know you are probably wondering what could it be… what is it… well she tell us… well to be honest with you… no I won’t be telling you … LOL! Sorry private matter.
But alhamdalla now that things are back to normal or almost back to normal – inshalla by Monday I would find out (don’t misunderstand me it is back to normal just double checking) . I am at least glad that “me” is back to normal and back to my normal self.
Now I would like to take the time to thank all those wonderful people who add something to my guest book.
Thank you for saying that… I know … and I will try to update every chance I get
Thank you noor so very much..its my pleasure.
Great compliments…I might actually take u on that one :P
9. ام نوف
Looooooooooool ….thanx and thanx to the Bahraini people …I love Bahrain…inshalla some day I will place a recipe of what I cook so u can eat it too.. oo thanx so much for those wonderful words
Thanx so much..I am so happy you liked it.
I know walla I know, inshalla maybe next year I have it translated… I barely have time to update, so imagine if I had to translate too.. but really great comment..you are so right!
Thank you sis for even viewing the my site. I am so glad you liked it .
I loved your kids…amazing …and thank you for letting me take their photos..
Thanx, and yes I know it needs more attention..thanx for the advice.. I will try my best.
No thank you very much for liking it
Your welcome any time…
update 18.07.2007 at
06:22 pm THREE
weeks have passed since I left my
previous job. The first week at
my new job was terrible; all I can
think of then was that I really
wanted to go back. I was (lol) offended
by anything and everything said
to me. All I wanted was to go back
or go home and stay home. I even
called my younger brother to come
and rescue me from that place (lol
again) it was sooooo uncomfortable
.but anyways it seems like a good
place and it also seems that there
is good people too. Its just I know
and believe that I will never find
people like the one's I used to
work with. They were the best. Actually
they were more like my second family.
I also really appreciate their support
all, and I mean all of them called
me to double check and make sure
I was ok. I felt so loved.
Loooool…. You wont imagine
how it was the first days , I couldn't
wait to go home. Lol !which actually
reminded me of school. In my previous
job I never bothered to see what
time it was coz I enjoyed every
second of it. I even stayed late
and to be honest I wasn't upset
unless of course if I was hungry.
So anyways I was scared you know
of meeting new people who don't
really know how you think or they
might even misunderstood.
So anyways enough about discomfort,
I want to thank all those who signed
my guest book, and all those who
emailed me whether to complement
me on my website or those who requested
designs. And of course my friends,
thanx you guys.
update 21.06.2007 at
can I ever thank those people,
not only for what they did
for me on my going away party
but for this wonderful day
they gave me. It was just
an unbelievable, the things
they did in such short notice.
It was amazing the whole
thing was amazing. I can't
explain the joy I felt. They
made feel so proud of the
friendship we all have. A
true family. I will miss
the good days we had together.
I will miss all the laughs
we had, all the busy days,
all the slow days. All the
days there were excellent.
Really I am not lying.
They were all soooooooooooo sweet to me. I have a lot to be thankful for. The
past two years of my life were the best ever. Great working days . sometimes
I didn't even want to go home coz I felt like I was already there.
You know what they did for me? Let me tell you:
1. not only did they plan a party they didn't even tell what they were planning.
2. they got me the best flower bouquet I mean the biggest I have ever seen.
3. they got me my favorite cake with Razangraphics logo on it. Imagine my happiness.
4. they had a small diary in a shape of a purse coz they know how much I love
purses, not only that they all wrote some thing in it for me. The best idea ever
for the perfect gift.
5. they bought me a very very expensive watch that looks sooooo beautiful.
6. they got me like alooooooot of food and alooooot of amazing sweets. Just sooooo
7. they even got me redbull and for the others to enjoy. How amazing was that.
I was just amazed at what they did for me. I felt loved. True love from every
one even the tea boy was so sweet to me, he was trying to close the meeting room
so I wouldn't get a glimpse of what was going inside there.
Here is a THAAAAAANX to the most wonderful people in the world:
• Thanx to my dear I mean dearest friend Hamada A. for being sooooooo extra
nice to me the past few years , and for this wonderful party planning it was
amaaaaazing…can never thank you enough…never!!
• Thanx to May for being so creative, and so sweet. Even though our friend
ship was short it feels like I have known you for ever.
• Thanx to khalifa for helping even though you have to study. Thanx for
being my brother.
• And of course thanx to everyone for this wonderful feeling you gave me…
thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanx y'aaallllllll. I
love you all so very much.
update 10.06.2007 at
Why? And who?
Why are choices so hard to make?
Why do we always get too confused
when we have to make a decision?
I understand that some choices can
be live changing but the true question
would be do we really know what's
good for us? People always say follow
your heart and see what it tells
you… but does it really tell
us what is good for us? Or do our
emotions control our choices? Who
Having to make a hard choice could
be very time consuming, I can't
seem to make my decision on what
to choose , although I have made
up my mind I still feel like I'm
confused , but I know that what
I am doing is the right thing for
me? Is it really what I want?
Technically it is the right choice
, according to my situation it would
the best opportunity ( you can say
a one time life opportunity…
but still something seems to feel
off… is it the complete idea
of change? Or is it the fear of
something new? Or even the fear
of failure or regret? It could be
a combination of the above…truly
sometimes I would rather have someone
make the decision for me…
What if I make the wrong decision,
will I regret it deeply either way
- I mean. You know what I think..
I think people should give you two
chances not one, so incase you make
the wrong decision you can still
go back to the other decision.
But like they say you can only get
the opportunity once…my idea
is to change this concept and make
you only get a chance a hundred
times more :P
Imagine if we can change something
for ever … wouldn't that be
the best thing ever?
update 02.06.2007 and 06.06.2007 at
its always nice to experience...
am suffering from designers block
just like writer's block (as if).
No seriously I can't seem to design
anything. Could it be because I
had such a great time in London
that I can't believe that am back?
I just can't explain how much fun
I had. The weather, the food, the
shopping, the walking, the rain,
the cold breeze, its just the hole
experience of traveling.
See when I travel anywhere I always
dream about living abroad. It is
just an exciting thing to dream
about. My only true dream is to
have the experience of living in
London for at least a year. Its
because of the wonderful things
I saw there for example: the women
I saw dragging luggage everyday,
so I asked someone "it seems
like a lot of women who are traveling
seem to go grocery shopping first
?" so the women who answered
me said:" no see we buy groceries
which seem to be heavy, and we enjoy
to walk back home so we drag our
groceries in a dragging bag"
isn't that just amazing , we can't
even carry our groceries to our
Or even how everyone carries an
umbrella even if it was a sunny
Let me tell you about my trip, see
when I first got there it was unbelievably
cold not to forget the rain. I didn't
pack a jacket or a scarf or even
a sweater, thanks to some people
who told me that it was sunny. So
anyways I ended up shopping for
something warm to wear, where all
the shops where selling the summer
collection which was a disaster
for me because I have so many jacket
back home. Imagine my frustration.
So anyways I bought a lovely jacket
and 3 pares of stockings, which
I wore under all my clothes, but
then I had to deal with my fear
of the cold weather and didn't wear
the stocking for one very important
reason which was I couldn't try
on the shoes I was intending to
buy coz my finger where covered
with the stockings :P. so for the
sake of shoes I had to deal with
the cold weather and never wore
them again. I loved it… I
I had to ride the underground subway;
it was very nice I really enjoyed
it. Girls there are really very
colorful. I loved there sense of
fashion, even if thing didn't match
some how it was matching. I was
so intimidated by there style.
four days after I wrote this…
my designers block has disappeared
… cool huh! I guess I just
had to talk about it – to
solve it … I am sure now that
I am ready for change…
update 05.05.2007 at
is it good for us?
Is change really good for us? Or is
it something we just say to make us
feel better about our selves? Who
To me change scares me change scares
me so much… I am not sure I
am good with change; the begining
of anything new just freaks me out.
But I guess it is time for change
as long as it is god for me.
Knowing new people also freaks me
out, I am social and everything but
I am always afraid of what people
will get out of me from the first
impression. But to be honest I never
had a problem with people they always
seem to like me (thank god) I always
aim to make every one like me, which
is really exhausting sometimes. It
feels like I don't want to work so
hard to make every one to like me
But I will always be the person that
I am … thankful to god for giving
us the things he gave me and my family…
Iwill always be cheerful like always…
I will always be thankful for the
life that I have…thank you God
for the family that I have for the
friends that I have especially my
collogues … I truly respect
them and love them all… they
gave me happiness I never thought
I will get out working… so thank
you guys you are all sooooo funny…
they made me feel love... they all
adore me, which makes me feel soooo
good about my self...I am sure I will
never find people like them…
thanx you guys for making me feel
Boy has it been
a ruff couple of days!?
see….hmmmm…. first I
get my USB damaged by some encrypted
(what ever thing).
I loose all my data, even my psd
Thank god I am not that dumb, I
had made a backup earlier last week…
but to irony of my faith I backed
it up in a DVD as you coz you know
it carries more than 2 G.
So when I realized that the USB
was damaged I was looking do the
backup cd all over the place and
try one cd after the other…
and all of them are not it, except
for the one that seemed empty…
hmmmmm…it wasn't empty …lol
it was a dvd and my computer doesn't
read dvds looooool…you know
when u are angry and you can't see
nothing but the fact that you wanna
kill someone …
I ended up going to shopping to
deal with my grief … and I
spent so much which means I couldn't
afford most of the things that I
that’s not my point…
I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a vacation
a really loooong vacation I am not
use to snap at people and now all
I do is snap and judge and yell…
means that sweet girl (which I am)
is disappearing …
at 11:27 am
Who is Politically correct…?
I am guessing… nobody…
I believe that people when they
don't agree on the same point of
view, they usually end up fighting
about it. And I strongly believed
that I am one of the people who
respect other people's opinion,
but when I am the only one defending
the issue it made it really hard
for me to control my temper.
really pisst me off was that those
females intend well, but they have
no idea what they were talking about.
It was like I would ask a question
and she would answer in a completely
different subject. See the thing
is I knew she didn't have the answer
to it, which caused her to become
I believe that if you don't know
what you are talking about please
be quite so you save your self the
offence to housewives I wish to
become one someday, but please don't
repeat what your husbands say just
because you want to seem inelegant.
See I believe that in politics we
as Arabs can never agree, we can't
even agree as a family which restaurant
to go to. How about deciding the
future of a nation. It is just a
really difficult thing to discuss
coz people tend to take it as a
personal attack, which is wrong!!
And every depressing … why
can't we as Arabs accept other people's
opinion with out taking it so personally…
is corruption every where in the
world not only in the Middle East,
but why do we always criticize rather
than try to solve.
Stop criticizing and tell me what
do you think we should do to solve
this… the answer would be
… nothing can solve this …
I would say to this person:"
if you say , we can't fix this ,
or what can we do, or who cares
" if everyone says that , that
would be our main problem no body
thinks that our situations are fixable
and beyond rescue which is in my
OPINION really wrong. If we all
don't want to make a difference
; who will???
at 03:32 pm .
. . THANX . . .
to my support group:
Thank you …
You know who you are… especially
for saying that I have grown up…
Thank you … for your support
Thank you … for encouraging
Thank you … for pushing me
to better my self …
Thank you … for believing
in me …
Thank you … for saying what
others won't say, to spare my feelings
Thank you … for liking my
Thank you … for feeling a
little jealous of my talent. (Show
Thank you … for reading my
Thank you … for saying that
I am A professional
Thank you … for saying I deserve
all the best…
Thank you … for saying I should
work in an international advertising
Thank you … for getting me
more freelancing jobs…
Thank you … for trusting me…
Thank you … for choosing me…
at 09:40 am Hello
know it's been so long since the
last time I have added anything
into my journal, but you know its
been really exciting lately, I have
a lot of afternoon activities which
makes it really difficult for me
to do anything. I have joined a
digital art committee which I am
aiming to manage plus I have afternoon
classes, so a day here a day there
not to forget some of my freelancing
JOBS (which I love to death) another
plus I am considering - afternoon
classes- which I will be giving
…wouldn't that be amazing
…hehehehe I will get to boss
people around… I guess I have
some emotional problems with orders
which I feel that I want to take
it out on my students…. (mentally
ill!) you might think…
I think I am getting there…
you all for your support …
& you know who you are …
at 11:03 pm my
at 09:53 pm Could
have realized lately that I have
become so emotional; I am not sure
if they were true feelings or if
they were just my hormones speaking.
have noticed that most of my actions
are so similar to what my father
would do, it was more like the way
he talks or moves his hands or even
a habit that he had. Could it be
That I inherited that from him just
after he past away??
I know you guys probably think I
am crazy or that I am loosing it..
But could it be that I am freaking
out from this because it is just
starting to hit me that he is no
longer with us??
Just yesterday my mom was telling
us one her famous stories, where
she had give out all the details
she can remember (trust me she wont
mind even trying to remember the
waitress hair color) :P that’s
what type of story she is . Anyways
I was thinking while she was talking
that (oh my god) my father isn't
there to agree on her story or to
even disagree about some of the
details. My father won't be telling
me any of our old stories.
was thinking what if I didn't get
to hear all of his stories? What
if he forgot to tell us all of them
Who is going to tell to us??
I am so scared that I might have
not heard them all, and I won't
be able to hear them ?now that he
at 08:55 pm Chaos…
Chaos… Chaos…OR IS IT
JUST RUSH HOUR
at 08:55 pm Chaos…
Chaos… Chaos…OR IS IT
JUST RUSH HOUR
Hmmmm… back to school…
I mean back to work… so sad
isn't it? Having to wake every morning
to the same thing every day …
the streets are filled with people
who I wonder how they got their license
or even how they even passed…
(look whose talking!!) anyways back
my issues with every day's routine…
every day is the same thing, you take
the same roads, you park in the same
spot, you walk in the same side walk,
and then the daily (good morning)
greetings , and people asking you
about your weekend pretending to care..
it was unbelievable the traffic
today I left the house like 7:12
am and I had to wait ?in traffic
up to 7:56 in the same street. It
was like we all left the house at
the same time heading to the same
so I guess back to the same thing
every day… I just wish that
we can have a subway or some kind
of solution to the traffic jam we
keep having whether it was in the
morning rush hour or even the afternoon
you know we had a wise driver that
once said : " you know madam
, me sure every nafar have two car
in Qatar, and two car kolo kolo
barra , that’s why fee wajid
za7ma kol kol youm"
at 08:55 pm
SAD NEW YEAR EVERY ONE So
I guess there goes another year
of my life, not exactly what I was
hoping for but at least done some
of my last year's resolutions. I
am not being sarcastic about it
but I do feel older I mean a lot
older than last year, much more
mature than I was. I gained a lot
more confidence through this year.
Learned about this world and its
harshness and how tuff it could
One the worst things of this year
of course was the loss of my dear
father on 04/09/2006, but I did
learn a lot from this experience.
I learned that loosing someone makes
you strong especially if you lost
someone like my dady. He just loved
me he loved us all so much.
go through the things I learned
How to say what's on my mind on
• I have become a lot more
confident, where I learned if I
wasn't I would hurt my self
• Not be so nice all the time
• Get what I want I want it
• Be patient
• I learned that being so
messy can really hurt you in an
emotional way(I'll explain later)
• Know who my true friends
• Men can't be friends with
women (NO WAY)
• Never say I will do something
where I know I can't do.
• Never relay on anyone to
do something for you
must do list: 1.
2.Continue my studies
4.Complete my projects before I
meet their dead lines
5.Remodel my bed room
6.Take good care of my health
7.Maybe go to a dentist
8.Do some volunteer work
9.Complete my portfolio
10.Write down the things I want,
have to do, must remember, who to
call, what to do next.
11. i am sure there are alot more
I'll think of the other things later
at 06:00 Am
THE DEATH OF SADDAM HUSSAIN
at 06:40 pm
at 08:57 am
I am so cute…& you just
want to kiss me …"
This puppy should
look at everyone and say,
What are you looking at?
You want to kiss me right and snuggle
am thoooo cute you thust wanna kith
me hug me and thqueeze me"
anyways my friend has this female
dog, which doesn't waste a year
with out bran new puppies, it is
so much fun with those puppies.
They were born on November 5th .
She has Orlando the (Chihuahua)
he gets so jealous when are playing
with the puppies coz he is too short
he can't seem to help him self to
jump to the bed. I feel that he
feels like such a looser: P and
then he ends up mad …grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
To me he looks like this Mexican
dude who looks like he want a smoke.
at 03:14 pm
"GIRLS NIGHT IN"
So let me tell you about last night,
it was like a dream come true. You
might think what a lame dream but
you know some girls have different
dreams; mine was to have at least
four different girls just hanging
out together, each girl as an individual
is so amazing. It was just like
my extra extra favorite show sex
and the city, but we weren't four
friends we were five + my mother….looool
can you imagine. But to be honest
it was a lot of fun which I believe
I needed for such along time.
It was so comfortable just sitting
there in the garden watching that
really disturbing Nip/Tuck show,
but imagine how disturbing the show
was and funny we took it, we literally
could not stop laughing and giggling.
For example one of the girls had
her cute looking doggie named Orlando
he was so calm and peaceful and
of course the best part was that
my mom hates dogs and we get to
freak her out with it .
You know my mom is a really tuff
women, when she wants something
to happen she makes it happen, so
imagine we had barbeque in the rain…
I know you think it is silly but
actually it was a lot of fun and
it was really cold you know with
the rain and the cold breeze.
at 08:17 am
LATE ... IS NOT REALLY THAT FASHIONABLE
had one of the best (girls night
out) yesterday, I had my hair done,
manicure, and even bought a new
suit to go with my hair. It was
so much preparation for only a fashion
show. I just felt like standing
out this time.
It was all going great until we
started running out of time, and
we were as they call it "fashionably
late".. aaaaaaah naaaaaaa….
Not fashionably late. Its more like
so late that we missed it…..
lol…..you think its funny.
All the trouble I had to go through
to look my best.. It was just hilarious,
we couldn't stop laughing. We were
four girls, and imagine the scene
of the four of us enjoying what's
left of the show, and then suddenly
all the models were walking in a
line, and we were all just looking
surprised and said to each other
" what's going on …there
is no way the show is ending, they
must be joking." then I said:"I
didn't spend all this money on a
20 minute thing". We all just
couldn't seriously stop laughing
it was like we were high or something.
we couldn't really enjoy the complete
fashion show, we did enjoy what
we was left of it.
you know how it is when you want
to be one of the last people to
walk into the room,
its more like I would rather walk
in and saying hello to the people
I know, better than having been
there first and having to stand
up every time a new girl walks in
to the room. I don't know if you
know what I mean…what
don't understand my own point!!
back to my aaaaaaaah…. CLOTHING!!
It was just, how can I put this
in the right form or sense... I
didn't want to put on my abaya no
one got to see what I was wearing,
it was too dark: (after the show
ended I told them lets crash on
somebody's wedding there is no way
I wasting my looks on a 20 minute
thing, and not to forget the fact
that it was only women in a DARK
room!! Hehehehehehehe can you feel
Anyways we decided to go for dinner,
and there is no way I was leaving
my car without my coat, hehehehehhee
and my sister and my friends were
like: "you don't need it now;
we are going to be indoors. Take
it easy …LET THE JACKET GO…"
LOL it was like I was addicted and
they were talking out my drugging
habit .it was just too funny you
had to be there..
at 04:31 pm
at 01:59 pm the
one and only .
. . Qatari equestrian captain . .
(HE Sheikh Mohammed Bin Hamad Al-Thani)
One of the most beautiful things about
the Opening Ceremony of the 15th Asian
Games was when HE Sheikh Mohammed
Bin Hamad Al-Thani raced up the ramp
on horseback to light the flame. It
was just too muscular and manly like
the man of every girl's dream, for
the handsome prince to rush into her
rescue... It was just amazing (job
Sheikh Mohammed Bin Hamad Al-Thani,
the Qatari equestrian captain ...
check this breathtaking clip! www.arbawiteam.al-arabiclub.net/mm/M.Hamad.wmv
at 10:53 pm
of the most interesting things in
life is trying to figure out who
you are or at least who you want
Is it really that hard to know your
Technically, I think yes it is really
that hard. See when you are still
young you think you can concur the
world, you can achieve the highest
but the truth is, it is really hard
to even make in this world, after
the majority of people changed.
They really did. No body really
cares who you are or even who you
turned out to be. It is true that
people must mind their own business,
but until when? When the whole society
Sometimes I wonder should I change
into this horrible person to get
to what I want, or just stay the
way I am, and get no where?
It is a hard question… who
am I? am I the good person who wouldn't
mind get run over by others
Or am I the person who will run
I believe it’s a hard thing
being nice and all that because
people are so mean these days ,
I am not being negative or anything
but I agree that we have seen the
worst in people at least in this
century, its like the good people
who actually cared about the society
are extinct or thy all vanished.
Its like an end of an area .or maybe
there were never good people who
cared about the society in the first
at 12:53 pm
miss holding my dads face
when I used to tell him something,
I miss my dady asking how
school is because he keeps
forgetting that I am working.
I miss him saying did you
change your lenses every single
day he would tell me the same
thing over and over.
I miss him asking me to make
him his favorite pizza; he
always said that my pizza
was the best pizza in the
let me tell about his office
you know his office had all
of our drawings all over his
walls it was really cute.
You know when I showed him
my business card he was so
proud of me they way he read
it was so nice, I loved the
way he would wear his glasses
to read the small details
on my card, then he would
take them off and wear them
again to read the other side,
he was so proud.
love the fact that most of
babas latest stuff were presents
from me, I really enjoyed
it when my dad would ask me
to buy him something, it was
like I was spoiling him. You
know I bought him a pair of
sneakers which he never (and
I mean never) wore but he
just wanted them.. So got
them for him…
the end he was getting better,
nobody knows what happened
what caused his heart to stop.
What I know about my father
is that he is not a quitter
why did he quit then..
know his doctors all came
to the funeral it was so nice
of them, they were European
but they all wore abayas and
head scarfs just as respect
to my dady.
doctors told us that they
were choked on the way he
died, it hurts…
is his faith I guess or like
what they say it is his day.
here are some of my dads hospital
at 08:56 am
am so excited about traveling, ever
since my father got sick and every
thing I had in mind had to be on hold.
God bless my father (inshalla).
now I have to write a list of the
things I need to take with me or
even the thing I have to buy before
traveling, so I will be really honest
I will even mention the prices :P
1. go the beauty saloon to do:
a)manicure = QR 50
b)girls stuff = QR 150
c)more stuff at the saloon = QR
d)spray tan = QR 200
e) do my hair = QR 100
f) hammam zait = QR 80
g) French manicure = QR ???
buy lenses = QR 125
3. buy a new suit just to travel
in it = QR 1800 almost
4. make music CD
things I have to remember to do
or to pack:
1.Don't forget to pack my SHOES
(last trip I forgot my shoes can
u believe that!)
2. pack all the coats I can find
(but try to fit them all in one
3. Separate my make up from my sisters.
Every time I remember something
I will post it, incase you guys
remember anything that I left out
email with it : P
at 11:23 am
at 07:48am DAER BABA...
I miss my dad being home so much, some
times i can't handle it anymore.
click on this image to read the
hole thing, this something my sister
wrote for my dad. i couldn't do
anything with before, coz i couldn't
read it ...
at 09:31 pm MORE
at 04:51 pm why
is it so hard to believe?
know what I can't understand, is
why does everybody thinks that lovers
(true lovers) wont get married and
if they did love dies. I am sick
of hearing this its like" listen
don't think for a minute that you
might find love, and if you did,
don't think for a minute that you
will marry the love of your life.
So what's the point of even thinking
Why is so tuff, I am not saying
that I going through this but I
am reading this book its called
"Banat Al Riyadh" its
nice and all that, but it's like
all men are bastards (as if we don't
already know that).
People say that marriage kills love
so in order to stay in love stay
away from marriage! What a yukki
thing to say, its like saying don't
you ever think you will marry the
one you love or at least don't think
that u will stay in love..
is it so difficult, I really don't
at 12:35 am
We had the toughest week at work;
see we are in the process of changing
our corporation's website and its
taking for ever; I honestly don't
have time to even drink my coffee.
Not only that I am suppose to work
on both websites whether it’s
the old one or the new one and not
to forget that both of my colleagues
were not there one had a course
in Kuwait and I don't know where
the other one was. The new website
(hmmmmm0 its not really what I wanted,
see it is something like a portal
which means it needs a lot of work
especially in html which I am not
so good at .
Anyways I would like to thank Enas
she is really one of those people
who surprises you, see I asked my
colleagues to go through the new
portal and see if there were any
grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes.
See no one even bothered or they
probably say this (oh yes there
are a lot of mistakes a lot) but
did they bother to point them out?
Or even write them down on a small
piece of paper. No it was to tiring
to do that when I always helped
everyone out when they needed. Anyways
I just hope everything works out
missed designing so this weekend
I made a couple of new designs,
I felt like I am so busy working
I didn't have time for my precious
feel a lot stronger as a character
these days I always say what I is
on my mind not afraid to speak out
load did before, when I don't like
something now a days I just go a
head and say it . I had a meeting
with out I.T. Dep. Manager I complained
about the website they selected
and what a bad choice that was,
can you actually believed he agreed
with. (You go girl!)
Some times when I see little babies
I can't wait to have one my self,
babies are so cute I just love them.
But you know marriage isn't always
great. You know how it is when you
are a teenager with your friends
knowing that my god she is so pretty
I bet you she will have the best
husband, but when reality hits it
sucks, being pretty is not key to
a happy marriage. Most of my friends
have failed marriages I wonder why!
Is it because we are so naive or
so immature, this girl I know had
this amazing most beautiful wedding
and the most beautiful wedding gown
and the most gorgeous husband that
every girl at the wedding wished
she was there sitting next to him.
Three moths later she was divorced.
Guess why! She said no one told
here he was "BOLD". WHAT!!
Are we so stupid to think that marriage
is only about finishing the deal
of being perfect?? Is that what
marriage is about these days? She
says he is like a mama's boy. Well!
Maybe that’s true too. Marriage
is like a record deal it might work
out and it might not but you really
need to work on you record deal
to be able to have a successful
record. But lately what I have noticed
that ladies really work hard on
having the perfect wedding for months,
and can't seem to work hard on trying
to save the marriage.
Oh if u find grammar mistakes or
spelling... I just hate to reread.
update Thursday, April 20, 2006
10:25:25 AM STARTING
. . . Do
you know what's it like wanting
to own a business! Just don't k
now how to start? I have so many
business ideas I just don't which
one to start with. You sometimes
I believe I can be a multi –
business women. I would love to
own a whole line of different offices
whether they were related to women's
stuff or even men.
Becoming a business women is something
I would really want to be , maybe
coz I want to help as much people
as I can and I can do that when
I am rich I mean like really help
them maybe help them build their
own homes, or even help kids get
into college, you know like stuff.
It is such a nice feeling to help
people and it is also a nice feeling
to be able to make a difference
in this world.
know I was talking about starting
my own business but I won't tell
you guys what it is about so you
won't steel my idea ?
at 10:05 pm LIKED
at 02:22 pm COOL
You know I would like to start my
own business so badly I just don't
have the time or the money to start,
so anyways there are a lot of TV
ads that I love or even some print
ads that make a lot of sense. See
I was surfing the internet and I
found this really cool website ,
I don't really know where does he
get all these ads but its kind of
cool to have that type of interest
Trust me u will love it if you were
interested in advertising
at 08:40 I
AM SO SORRY
know when you say things when you
are angry , I mean things that you
don't really mean, its only anger
talking . I really didn't mean it
at all. I didn't only hurt the person's
feeling I hurt my feelings too.
Its like I lost my self truly I
even feel like I am not who I am
suppose to be .God!! I feel so bad.
Its like I am turning into this
person and I don't even now it.
So to save my self from being a
bad person here is what I am going
- No more saying things with out
- If I am mad I won't talk or say
anything without calming down first
(by counting to10)
- don't make a big deal out of small
- stop being selfish
EVERYONE...MISSED U GUYS My god its been so
long since my last update, I know
I have been a littl
e lazy lately
but you can't imagine how swamped
I am at work so the minute I get
home I just want to lay down and
watch my TV , I don't even feel
like designing anymore , its like
I feel that I lost my inspiration
, or maybe I am just lazy.
I can't wait to go to Dubai again,
do u know Robbie Williams is going
to be there performing , so my mom
is like (NO WAY!) she's like buy
a car first ! she thinks if I go
to Dubai will spend so much that
it will cost me a car lol! Hello
I am not that big of a spender,
I try to save, but I always end
up spending my savings .
really wish I can live in Dubai
I love it so much, people say if
you live there it wont be so special…
well I don't care I just want to
live there soooo much.
I am going to get my self a new
Toshiba laptop (inshalla) which
means I will be updating my website
like a lot more than before, maybe
change the look a little. Advertise
more. I feel like I didn't give
my website its needs.
inshalla everything will be better.
23, 2006 9:56 AM
Inshalla we hope strong back 4 your designs
& your beauty work.?
at 09:35 Life
Life sucks! Some times I just
don't want to be happy coz every
time I feel happy something really
bad must happen. Why is that ?
Why can't I have one small peaceful
week? Life can get you right in
the face… yes right in the
face… when you come to ?think
about it every time I am happy
I get scared wondering what's
going to happen now. Getting hurt
by people you know has become
something normal as if it’s
a thing that 3ady.well! Its not
3ady bel3ax it is so wrong on
so many levels. People became
so addicted to money they forgot
all about ethics and manners.
know before when ever anything
terrible happens to me I used
always think that the best way
to deal with it to crawl around
my self as if I am back in my
mothers wound, but now its exactly
the opposite, I am so different
now its like I want to show them
that I am better than that, and
I will teach them a lesson.
life teaches you things you can
never learn in school, no matter
what you parents say you will
always have your experiences,
so look out life will slap you
right in the face, so my advise
to you is to slap it right back,
don't let anything get you down
always look forward, ok its true
that once you get slapped its
hard to get on your feet again,
but look no one has ever been
let down as much as I have. I
have been let down so many times
(if I had a nickel for every time
I was let down I would have been
richer than Bill Gates) but some
times life can give a hint that
its all going to work out, its
not always bad when it want to
be it will be.
See you have to look at the bright
side of life, you can experience
success and you can experience
failure, but with our failure
there will be no success.
I went through hell this weekend,
stupid silly mistake of mine so
stupid I would like to shoot my
self in the head. Can you believe
I signed a document with out reading
it think to my self I trust this
person, I can't blame him I can
only blame my self. So this was
a lesson to me, that’s why
I mean not beating my self about
it. Coz with out tuff lessons
you will never learn( I know you
probably think what a dumb a$$)
but what can I do I am still trusting
people, see the first impression
I get of a person is trust I trust
people coz I think to myself why
would this person lie to me he
or she don't even know me. And
then I learn the hard truth. Life
suck… so does people!
went to Dubai for five days and
there is no word that can explain
how beautiful it is. Forget the
shopping malls! Just look around
see how perfectly designed the streets
are, how graphically designed the
ads are. The ads are enough just
more than perfect.
Now the buildings, I have been to
Dubai not last April the one before,
it was nothing like what I saw this
time. You know people say the rush
hour is terrible, well! I don't
think so I swear to god we did
stop at all ok we weren't moving
fast but we didn't once, we only
stopped when the red light was on.
let's talk about their restaurants,
(OH MY GOD) every thing is just
delicious there, I probably gained
5 kilos per day
had the best time I swear I wish
I can live their , people who live
there are so lucky I bet you they
don't even have time to get bored,
even if they did they can take a
course all the courses are available
there. As for women man they don't
even have to worry about a wedding
or a party everything a woman wants
is available there. For example
is she has a yellow dress not only
that she can find a shoe she can
even find the earrings.
Or, or even lets say you can't afford
to travel all you got to do is to
the shopping mall , trust me I was
suppose to go to Beirut BUT THANK
GOD I didn't.(everything is there
I mean it everything).
want to live there sooooooo badly.
I just want to thank the city of
Dubai for a wonderful five day vacation,
it not only fixed my mode is also
helped me get on track again. I
can't wait to go there again.
of my dear friends advised me
today to write down the stuff
I need for people to know regarding
the request of any design. So
when a person wants a design she/he
should answer some questions.
Not to forget she/he should email
me with the requirements needed
so no misunderstanding happens.
So according to email I will start
working on the request.
sure will be a deadline but just
to get something out in the clear
I work alone and I am not a free
lancer I am a graphic designer
in a company which mean I might
not be ready on time, this is
not a situation of not being professional
not being able to meet the dead
line it is just that I am a beginner
in the business of people's requests,
so I apologize from now for any
inconvenience, you have a choice
to choose my designs under my
terms and you have the choice
to look other where.
• Greeting cards (can be
printed in the printers, high
• Business cards
• Advertising banners
• Web graphics
• Corporate identity( mostly
• Web layouts (designs only
not in html)
• Photo retouching (not
all, particular ones only)
• Newsletter designs
I wanted to add this a lot earlier
but I keep on delaying and delaying
so now I want to explain this to
all. See for example when a fashion
designer makes these funky weird
looking dresses, WHY does he do
Or for example different types of
brands try to copy each other for
example the Gucci logo is kind of
copied by Guess and Coach and a
lot more, what are they trying to
do? See what they are trying to
show people is that look we are
not that much expensive but we almost
look the same but I think with probably
But anyways see some of the web
layouts are actually thought by
different great and amazing designers.
see what I do is I show people my
potential which means I want them
to see what I am capable of doing
, if you see the designs from the
net they are almost the same but
with a slight difference. the most
important thing I think is to be
able to see something you like and
think to your self, Well I can do
that...lol and for a lot cheaper.
So the point here is not that I
copied their designs it's that I
am able to do such designs. I am
very proud of my work it makes me
feel so good. So people please don't
misunderstand my intentions I only
want people to know what I am capable
(Thank you so much for choosing
RazanGraphics as your designer for
all the stuff, I mean all the different
stuff whether it was a web layout
or photo retouch or birthday designs,
and so on. I would just like to
get something out in the clear,
where I only design the layout and
once I am finished I will be handing
it over as a psd file or a jpg file,
which means I am giving the drawing
and you get to do what ever you
want with it. I don't design websites
I only a design layout which means
the drawing so all the admin work
is up to you.)
see this the layout i liked
this is the one i designed, so do you
see the difference..(:P)
every one and happy New Year, I guess
year 2005 was one of the most busy
years of my life; it had a lot of
see what I did and what I didn't
do in the year 2005:
• I quit my stupid job and
started a new one
• I knew some new information
that might damage me for the rest
• Went to London and had the
best time of my life (the best).
• I have become a lot more
• Got a lot more better in
what I do
• Started driving
• Gained a lot more weight
• I didn't take any new classes
• Was very careful form the
people around me, especially now
I think before I talk
• The best accomplishment
is my website I am so proud of it.
• I promised my self to loose
weight, joined a gym never went!
must do list:
1. loose weight
2. Take control of my life
3. Save money
4. Stop thinking negative thoughts
5. Be more optimistic
6. Stop being lazy
7. Have a daily diary ( so I wont
forget any more)
8. No more junk food
9. Sit more with my family
10. Probably go to the dentist
11. Have LASIK Eye Surgery
12. Try to take better care of my
13. I would teach late classes
14. Start a new business
plan on loosing weight keeps on
failing, my god I was never this
way before. I would appreciate
it if someone has a way to help
me, any possible way, a success
story a way that works for you
that might actually work for me.
I would be lying if I said I stuck
to a diet , see that’s my
problem I can't stick to a diet
I start and it works fine for
the first two day then .. You
know the rest. How sad could I
get, you know non of my jeans
actually fit me anymore. Its like
I hate getting invited to parties
these days coz I don't know what
to wear, and even if I find something
to wear I feel shy like most of
the time coz I gain all that weight,
see my extra weight is not making
me look bad, some people told
me my face looks a lot better,
and some say I look a lot better
like juicier (lol). But still
I plan on loosing weight before
the summer, coz in the summer
01:50:17 PM Don't
you remember!! U probably forgot... Right!
you know that it is really important
for every human being to organize
their time, coz if you waste your
time you can never gain it back?
So imagine if you had something
to do and you kept delaying it over
and over it feels so bad when you
realize that oh my god I just wasted
my time by doing nothing. So that’s
why I try to take advantage of my
time , see I work on my computer
while I am eating and while I am
watching TV . sometime I even do
my nails while I am working on something
, I am not saying that I am great
with time , I am probably the worst
person to deal with time. Also I
am the worst in remembering things
I keep on forgetting like 24/7 I
never remember what I want when
I want it, I don't remember what
I want to say when I want to say
it, it is not so recent it's been
this way for a while but it has
started to cause problems for me
. So I ended up taking a short term
memory test, and my results were
really really bad. Here is what
my results say: You
tend to forget things a little more
than you should. This could be due
to common problems like hormonal
fluctuations, stress, an inadequate
diet, low blood sugar or not enough
exercise. The problem could also
be age-related. Memory retrieval
slows down as you get older, but
this doesn't mean the memories aren't
still there -- you may just need
to work harder to remember them.
You also may want to visit your
doctor to rule out or treat other
memory-robbing health conditions,
including Alzheimer's disease, depression,
chronic fatigue or fibromyalgia.
hate it when I realize that I have
forgot something and its too late
to go back and get or do it , everyone
around me says the same thing over
and over to me (Don't you remember!!
U probably forgot... Right! )
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OPRAH why would you do that?
I am writing a letter (email) to oprah
regarding her episode where she had
a Christian experience being Muslim.
I was so offended by that episode
coz Islam is not an experience it
is a religion just like all other
religions. To read the letter click
. . . Cool New 3abayas . . .I
just got 3 new 3abayas, i spents
like more QR 2000 ONLY ON 3abayas,
but i am so happy that i have bought
them coz when i shop i usually feel
alot better not to forget excited
about wearing all of mew stuff..
See sometimes what i do is i buy
new stuff and hide so when i am
in bad mood i just get them out
and imagine that i have just got
them, thats incase i couldn't buy
anythign that month.
now i am feeling terrific , HAPPY,
and not to forget joyfull...
wont beleive the week i had, it was just
one of the most busy weeks. I had so much
work to do, would you like to know what
i had to do this week?
well for example i had to design the 2006
calendar with 12 new designs for each
month... man that took alot of time, i
also had to design a birthday gift bag
for a friend & another birthday thing
for another friend.. not to forget other
stuff at work...i just signed a new contract
at work ....THANK GOD... thats final now
i get to have sick leave and other stuff.
see it has only been 5 months for me and
they really want me.WOW. that was a shocker
coz see i am suppose to finish my first
6 months but coz i am soooo talented (lol)
they want to keep me.. wanaaasaaa.
this week was so tuff for me my mood was
sooo bad for some many different reasons,
i don't know what really cozed it. but
i think i its all stress
really hope that no one is upset at me
i am soo happy coz there is a girl from
U.A.E who asked ME to design something
for her... which means she is my first
customer.. i will never forget her for
the rest of my life.
November 17, 2005
Guests Pledge US$10
Million (QAR36 Million) In Charity Auction
Emir and his wife, Her Highness Sheikha
Mozah bint Nasser Al Missned, the Heir
Apparent and his wife, Her Excellency
Sheikha Jawaher bint Hamad bin Sohaim
Al Thani, they were attending this amazing
charity gala dinner launching the ‘Reach
Out To Asia’ charity drive dug deep
into their pockets to raise almost US$10million
(QAR36million) in a live auction to raise
funds for the underprivileged and disadvantaged
It was just amazing
to know wonderful things like this happen
in Qatar. (JUST AMAZING).
It was truly inspiring to see the generosity
of people such as HRH Prince Al Waleed
bin Talal who amazingly put up over a
million dollars for a beautiful
Cartier set only to gift it back
for re-auction where it fetched another
November 4, 2005
Fun Bunch of people
was in a store when I met those kids,
it was in a store called limited too...
they were full of life, laughter, joy,
giggling about silly stuff. They weren't
shopping just hanging out.. I just miss
being a kid...
October 31, 2005
Trying to loose weight!!
am really trying to loose weight and I
can' t seem to start , every time I decide
to begin my diet , we either get invited
some place or my beautiful mom makes something
which I surely can’t resist. I am
not saying that I am over weight, it is
just that I believe that I am over weight
to how I used look before. See I have
been through a lot which caused me to
go to food for comfort. It wasn't all
that bad when you think about it, but
what can you say it's not too late to
try to fix it. At the mean time I am reading
Dr. Atkins Revolution. I have two books
of Dr. Atkins, I just started reading
it. I keep hoping that maybe while reading
the book I am loosing weight, see how
desperate I am to loose some weight. I
believe that it is a least a step forward,
I am joining a gym which I will make my
mom pay for to feel committed to going
everyday. Coz I know that she will keep
pushing to go.
So here is my promises to my self, I am
going to start loosing weight become healthier,
energetic, no more heartburns, and no
not a slob or anything, but I tend to
have a pretty cluttered or messy desk
at work. For that matter, my desktops
on my computers is equally messy. Why
is this you ask? Well, I tend to think
that I have a lot of stuff on my desk,
because frankly, I do a lot of stuff and
have a lot of things to keep track of.
I find it's very easy to not be organized
like I should. The problem is when you
get overwhelmed with stuff it's easy to
set it aside for the moment. What happens
then is the dreaded piles dilemma. Normally
this isn't a big deal at work. We all
have desk full of paper because we deal
with lot's of printed work.
today one of the guys I work with had a
car accident, he is one of the greatest
people I have ever met, can you believe
that he is only 20 years. They said that
he can barely remember anyone; they think
it might be amnesia. Inshalla he will get
well soon and come back to work .
when it was fotoor time we went out to
my auntie's house to have fotoor. I even
cooked for the first time. I was so tired.
on the way there , there was a crowd so
we had to take a short cut to get there
so fast, when we got there guess what
happened.... there was a not electricity
(complete black out). Can u believe my
Today is one of those days where it is
really hard to concentrate, let's begin
with when I first woke up in the morning.
My alarm rang at 5.30 I don't know who
changed that, probably me. Anyways that’s
not the point I wanted to sleep so badly
coz I stayed up late last night. So I
woke up and I was getting ready to leave
I got in the car and I realized that I
have forgot my cell phone do you know
how that feels? You feel like you are
lost and you don't know who is calling
you. I felt like I was missing a very
important thing which is my cell phone.
Not to forget my best friend A.S.E.E.L.A
just started her new job and I was suppose
to call her and congratulate her on this
occasion anyways my sister called me and
I asked her to send her a text message
to call me, but she had bad news her dad
has diabetes and they might need to amputate
one of his legs. Man I felt bad for him
and her she is the sweetest girl I have
I have to cook today , I will probably
cook a chicken I think I am good in that
(would you listen what I am saying ) I
, I , I you must be bored of that.
My sweet brother had a quiz today which
he didn't study for, he just started college,
what a start !! he called me to my office
and he was freaking out saying can you
believe I didn't study for my quiz and
I was the 3rd best grade in the class
( I told I was smart) he added . Isn't
he the cutest brother!!
You know sometimes I feel that I am
such a negative person; everything around
annoys me, like for instance today while
I was waiting for the elevator. Wait
I'll come to details in a while.
Ok now you can hear my story and tell
me what you think.
You had so7oor late at night like food
(food) and you didn't have time to digest
the food then you went to bed. Do you
know what it feels like when you wake
up with the feeling that oh no my food
haven't been digested yet. Anyways that’s
not my point, ok so I am on my way to
work where as usual the crowd is unmentionable,
there was an accident and the fire fighters
(oh how strong) were hosing down the
road probably some oil form a car accident,
you can't imagine the crowd I was thank
god I was on that side of the road.
Then lol this orange taxi was in front
of us that was driving soo slow that
was getting me on my nerves (if you
don't want to speed why are you on the
fast lane?) ok now I get to my building
and I walk towards the elevator, the
elevator door was up to closing coz
it was full with people, this (smart
guy) presses the button which caused
the felled elevator with angry ,fasting
people to look at me with this look
which say (I'll get you) uuuuuuuuuh
scary , but I looked at them with a
look that said:" I wasn't the one
who pressed the button.
know what I find amazing about some people;
it's when different families have new
born babies. A can be so excited about
the new baby and the other doesn't really
care. See I think having a baby (boy or
girl) is a blessing. You must cherish
every moment you spent with the baby.
Family B has more than 3 children so one
more babies is considered to be more expenses.
But family A is shopping and buying more
and more stuff for the new baby.
always want what others have, people are
never pleased with what they want, for
example single women want to get married,
and married women wish they were still
single. White girls want to tan all the
time, darker girls whish they were lighter.
Actually if you think about its only us
girls who problems with what they already
have or what they can't afford.